As I started to live with the Trinity actually present and active, I saw a similarity with dancing. How I needed to join the dance, and now watch from the side. How the Trinity call me on, help me to dance, and ask me to lead.

I also began to practice active waiting. Not passive waiting where I didn't expect anything, or victim waiting or giving up. Active waiting, where I held vulnerable expectation of them and what they could do. That I needed them.

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