Yes I have my three brothers, My dad’s side of the family and my husband’s family, but nothing will ever feel the same. The feeling of aloneness runs deep. No longer having a relationship with my brother, sister and mother . What choice would I have left? Being treated like the family bank, the black sheep or the one who gets the blame for everything. I had no other choice but to leave. No one will never know truth because I will always be painted in a bad light to save their reputation. I was always good at disappearing because no one would never find me. You always have been and will be on your own. No one will ever understand why you are so independent and why you don’t ask for help.