I talk about having this podcast and how nobody really listens to it.  I talk about whether or not it's really worth it to me to keep creating this podcast and decide that it is.  Basically, this podcast is recording in real time the advances I am making during one of the most challenging times in my life.  I am grateful for this record.  Previously, I have recorded my evolution in journals and on calendars, but here you can actually hear the energy and tone of my voice change as I become happier and more aligned with my purpose and the vibration of love.