Watch Podcast Video “The fining pot is for silver, and the furnace for gold: but the LORD trieth the hearts.” [Proverbs 17:3] Often when we mess up, we are so hard on ourselves, we give up. We just throw in the towel, go under the covers and sulk. Then we’re in a bad mood for […]

Watch Lyrics Video Even In My Darkest Hour Key: G Verse 1               1                            6-               1               5                           Thank You Lord for being there waiting patiently 4                              5                                          Working in my life everyday 4                                1            6-                            3- Sometimes You feel so far away so detached from my everyday        4                  5             1                        But when I looked again […]

Sometimes life throws you a curve ball, whether someone you care for passes away or you end up in the hospital yourself and you wonder if you’re going to make it. Times like these you start to wonder if God is still with you or He has turned against you. It’s a sad thing to admit, […]

So likewise ye, when ye see these things come to pass, know ye that the kingdom of God is nigh at hand. Verily I say unto you, This generation shall not pass away, till all be fulfilled. Heaven and earth shall pass away: but My words shall not pass away. And take heed to yourselves, […]

Watch Lyrics Video Verse 1 My heart is an open book to You I bring myself to You I don’t want to hide anything from You I want my love to be true Chorus Search my heart search my life Find anything that isn’t right Make it right and make me pure I want to […]

  Last October 4th was my brother Lemuel (Jones) Ayudtud’s, 50th birthday party, in Staten Island New York. Last year around April he was rushed to the hospital in Brooklyn where he had to have an emergency surgery. It was such a scare. In this video I read my entry journal in the party on […]

Watch Podcast Video And He withdrew Himself into the wilderness, and prayed. {Luke 5:16} I don’t know about you, but being too busy doesn’t make me happy. It makes me miserable, even when my busy-ness is something I want to do and I’m accomplishing the goals I have set up. Sure, at the end of […]

For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. {2 Timothy 1:7} Overcoming any fear can be a very challenging experience. Fear debilitates you. Fear can overcome you, and you can’t see a way out but just a dismal future. It cripples you […]

Verse 1: Lord You know that I love You Lord You know that I want You Lord You know that I want to follow You But sometimes Lord I feel that You want me to do Something I could never ever do Verse 2: Love someone that has hurt me Love someone that has shamed […]