In this episode of Healing in His Hands, we walk through Genesis 22 — the moment Abraham was tested in a way that didn’t make sense.

God asked him to lay down the very promise He had given him.

And Abraham said yes.

Not because it was easy.

Not because it was painless.

But because he trusted the voice of God more than he trusted his understanding.

As I reflected on Abraham’s obedience, I couldn’t help but see my own journey.

When God called me to Humboldt County, it felt like a sacrifice.

Leaving comfort. Leaving familiarity.

Walking into the unknown.

I didn’t know what would unfold.

I didn’t know the grief I would walk through.

I didn’t know how much surrender it would require.

But obedience always precedes provision.

Genesis 22 reminds us:

• Tests are not punishments, they are invitations to trust.

• What feels like loss may actually be positioning.

• God will never ask for something without already preparing a ram in the bush.

If you are in a season where God is stretching your faith…

If obedience feels costly…

If you’re wondering whether it’s worth it…

This episode is for you.

Because sometimes the greatest blessing is waiting on the other side of your “yes.”

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In this episode of Healing in His Hands, I read through Genesis 18 and Genesis 21. The story of Sarah laughing when God promised what felt impossible… and then watching Him fulfill it anyway.

There was a time God called me to Humboldt County, and I doubted Him.

It didn’t make sense.

It didn’t fit my plan.

It didn’t look like what I thought my future would be.

And just like Sarah, I questioned.

Now here I am, living in Humboldt County. Without Nick. Without the version of life I thought I would have. But standing in the middle of God’s greater plan.

This episode is about:

• ​ When God calls you early
• ​ When you laugh in disbelief
• ​ When grief changes the picture
• ​ And when His promises still come to pass, just not the way you imagined

If you’ve ever doubted what God told you… this one is for you.

Because what feels impossible today may be the very place God establishes your promise tomorrow.

His plans are always greater.

God spoke from the whirlwind.

Not to explain the pain, but to reveal His power.

In this episode, we journey through Job 38–42 and discover a deeper kind of trust. The kind that doesn’t demand answers but rests in who God is.

You may not understand your storm.

But the One who commands it is faithful.

And just like Job, what feels like the end of your story may actually be the beginning of restoration.

In this episode, I open up about Job 33 and the powerful truth that God is always speaking. Even when we don’t yet understand what He’s saying.

I share the visions and moments God gave me before Nick passed, the ways He tried to get my attention, and how Scripture later brought clarity to experiences I couldn’t explain at the time. Job 33 reminds us that God speaks through dreams, warnings, whispers, and divine interruptions. Not to confuse us, but to protect, guide, and redeem.

This is a vulnerable conversation about faith, loss, obedience, and trusting God’s voice even when the message doesn’t make sense yet. If you’ve ever wondered whether God was trying to tell you something… this episode is for you.

In Job chapter 13, Job doesn’t hide his pain. He takes his case straight to God.

In this episode, I walk through that chapter and open my journal from the days after Nick passed away. The questions, the anger, the confusion… and the faith that still whispered beneath it all.

This one is for anyone who has ever loved deeply and lost painfully, but still chose to speak to God anyway.

In this episode of Healing in His Hands, I reflect on Job 2:11–13, 3:1–5, and 4:1–6, and the powerful role that friendship and presence play in seasons of deep grief. Job’s story reminds us that before advice is given or answers are offered, there is sacred value in simply sitting with someone in their pain.

I share parts of my own journey through grief, what I’ve learned about who shows up, who doesn’t, and how God uses the presence of others to bring comfort when words fall short. This episode is for anyone walking through loss, supporting someone who is hurting, or learning how to be a safe place for others in their pain.

If this episode speaks to you, I invite you to listen, share, and walk this healing journey with me.

In this first episode, we walk through Job 1 - 2:1-10, where faith is tested, loss is allowed, and heaven seems painfully quiet. Job doesn't know the conversation happening above him, he only knows the devastation happening around him.

Through Scripture and personal reflection, I share how this passage met me in my own season of loss after losing Nick, and what it looks like to choose obedience when answers don't come, prayers feel unheard, and worship costs everything.

This episode is for anyone who has loved God deeply.... and still suffered deeply. For those learning to trust Him when heaven is silent, and faith is all you have left.

Welcome to Healing in His Hands.

This episode is an introduction to the heart behind the podcast. A sacred space for honest conversations about faith, healing, grief, obedience, and growth. This podcast is for anyone walking through pain, waiting seasons, or learning to trust God in the middle of uncertainty. Each season will journey through a book of the Bible, sharing Scripture not as theory, but as lived truth. How God meets us personally and faithfully carries us through every season.