A doctor told Sarah Robinson her diagnosis was chronic and she'd manage it for the rest of her life. She told him four months. It took seven years, two miscarriages, a near-fatal drug reaction, and a lot of prayer — and this week she tells the whole story.
You know the appointment. The one where someone doesn't look up from the clipboard, hands you a word you've never heard, and tells you this is your life now. Here's your medication. Here's a diet that might take the edge off. See you in a couple of months.
Sarah Robinson had that appointment in September of 2018, the day after her birthday, in the same week she lost her first baby.
This week at the kitchen table, Sarah tells us the whole arc — and she doesn't tidy it up. Two miscarriages, the second one ectopic. An ulcerative colitis diagnosis she'd never heard of. A prescription she turned out to be allergic to, that two doctors later told her would have killed her if she'd stayed on it another two days. Fifteen days of bed rest at ten weeks pregnant, down to ninety-something pounds, watching her husband on the carpet begging God for her life. A season she calls her glass season, where she sat behind glass and watched everyone else live.
And running alongside all of it: a father who walked into a prayer closet with a bone to pick and came out changed. A four-year-old who spoke a promise over her mother's grief. A stranger at a house church who prayed over a wound she had no way of knowing about. And a vision of a room Sarah had never seen — that she walked into a week later in Mesa, Arizona.
What makes this one worth your time isn't the ending. It's that Sarah refuses both easy versions of the story. She won't tell you medicine is the enemy, and she won't tell you faith made it simple. She held both at once. She took the medication when she was pregnant and dependent and out of options, and she prayed the entire time. She calls grief holy, and says it never once cost her her faith.
There's a moment near the end where she names something most of us walk right past. We have no trouble saying I am forgiven because Jesus died. We have an enormous amount of trouble saying I am healed. Same cross, she says. Same sentence.
Sarah is also just a joy to sit with. There's a bonfire s'more confession, a running argument about weighted vests, and a story about how she cold-called our clinic and informed us we were going to be best friends. She was right.
If you've been handed a diagnosis and told to make your peace with it, this one is for you. Stay to the end — she prays over you.
Chapters
Time0:00 | Welcome back to the kitchen table
0:38 | Health win and health sin of the week
6:29 | "80% stewardship, 20% YOLO"
9:28 | Weighted vests, morning walks, and syncing your rhythm
12:45 | Sarah's morning routine — and why consistency changed everything
16:53 | Leeches and life givers: the friendships that fill you
19:19 | The cold call that started it all
22:11 | Belmont, Nashville, and meeting Jake
25:01 | "His spirit preceded him"
26:14 | Raised charismatic — where tongues was like passing the salt
27:35 | Her dad's prayer closet
30:53 | Falling in love with Scripture at a Nashville coffee shop
32:04 | "Like a thick velvet on your skin" — the first encounter
34:44 | 3 a.m., locked hands, and fire in both their chests
37:56 | "This life isn't just for random people"
41:42 | What Jake actually saw the night he noticed her
45:29 | "Every baby brings its own cake to the party"
47:07 | The first miscarriage
48:20 | Sophia: "God has a baby for us. He promised."
50:06 | The symptoms that didn't fit — and the colonoscopy
51:02 | The diagnosis, delivered without looking up
51:53 | "That word's not in my Bible"
52:30 | Allergic to the prescription — two days from fatal
55:05 | Dr. Snow and the first supplement protocol
56:36 | The symbolic dream, and the school it led to
58:37 | The healing class: pray for a hundred people
59:59 | "That produced a righteous anger"
1:04:01 | 2 Kings 2 — "it will never again miscarry"
1:04:55 | A stranger prays over her womb
1:07:44 | Hope in a Kroger aisle: "Get one."
1:11:39 | Ten weeks pregnant and the worst flare of her life
1:14:05 | The glass season — grief, despair, and faith holding at once
1:16:48 | The three questions Sarah asks every doctor
1:17:56 | The book she threw away
1:19:39 | "I have" vs. "I was diagnosed with" — why the language matters
1:21:43 | Forgiven and healed: same cross, same sentence
1:22:17 | On earth as it is in heaven
1:24:28 | Taking the medication anyway — faith for both
1:26:21 | COVID, pancreatitis, and the worst flare yet
1:27:26 | "Party gifts" — climbing the autoimmune drug ladder
1:30:01 | "Jesus, where are you?"
1:31:08 | Google, Mesa, and 90 million stem cells
1:32:20 | Walking into the room she'd already seen
1:34:07 | Finding Dr. Patrick Flynn and The Wellness Way
1:36:20 | "Do you believe I could have a baby again?"
1:37:28 | Test, don't guess — nine months of herbs
1:38:10 | The results, on the anniversary of the diagnosis
1:38:46 | The migraines she's still navigating
1:40:01 | Mercy healings and journey healings
1:42:03 | The tassel, the word, and where authority comes from
1:44:00 | What God is doing in Cincinnati
1:46:00 | A sick body can't serve
1:46:40 | "Christianized humanity" — a paragraph worth sitting with
1:47:33 | Planting a church in Maineville
1:48:58 | Sarah prays over you
1:50:51 | Closing blessing
Lines worth writing down
"That word's not in my Bible." — on being told
chronic"There's leeches and life givers as friends. And the life giving comes from the life that's within you.""Mommy, it's okay. God has a baby for us. He promised. The rainbow." — Sophia, age four"Grief doesn't mean you've lost faith. The world is broken and bodies break and flesh hurts. But in my heart, I still had faith.""Do you believe in Jesus? Do you believe Jesus still heals? Can you see me healed in your mind right now? If you can't, we cannot work together.""I would never say
I have. It was always
I was diagnosed with, or
I have symptoms of.""We have no problem saying
because Jesus died, I am forgiven. But we have such a hard time saying
because Jesus died, I am healed.""A sick body is not able to serve, is not able to be present, is not able to glorify God." — Annie
Mentioned in this episode
People
- Jake Robinson — Sarah's husband
- Dr. Patrick Flynn — founder of The Wellness Way, heard on The Spillover
- Dr. Jacqueline Berens — The Wellness Way, Colorado
- Randy Clark — the Anderson, Ohio meetings
- Dr. Josh Axe and Dr. Jordan Rubin — The Maker's Diet
- Judah Akers — Judah & the Lion, from the Belmont days
Scripture
- 2 Kings 2:19–22 — Elisha, the salt, and the water that would "never again miscarry"
- John 10:10 — life, and life in abundance
- Matthew 9:20 / Luke 8:44 — the woman with the issue of blood, and the tassel she grabbed
Also mentioned
- The Intellectual Life by Fr. A.G. Sertillanges, OP
- Glam and Glow — Sarah's business
- Sarah and Jake's church plant in Maineville, Ohio
- Sarah's single, "Daughter of Eve"
About the show
Health in the Spirit is hosted by Dr. Ryan DeNome, DC and Annie DeNome at The Wellness Way - Mason —...