Year 1990-1991, being 15 and no support, not really belonging in my family, my mom getting married starting over never being part of my life, my dad raising me at 3 yr old then letting my abused step mother take over..abusing me verbally, emotionally, physically, made me become bulimic then anorexic, then depressed, then on diets that turned my life upside down and to drugs, to mental breakdowns and then suicide..tendencies...