Aug i thought I had the flu, me & my daughter quarantined first in 2021 especially because of my grandkids, for my 4month old and 2 year old, my 2 yr year old got sick, zayn wasn't himself, we knew he got mcdonalds, & it wasn't like him..so my kid quarantined, but there was 4month old bby Riley clementine..I had to quarantined...till her mommy got better, but then I started getting 😷..and then I started getting sick, then got worse, then body aches, then coughing, and eventually dehydrated...severely and not eating for 15days...time to get hospitalized...then getting, diagnosed, " you got covid."... Its a life changing..experienced..🌬🌱🌿Healthy eating to die for....by Elizabeth B Gonzalez ♥ and literally...trying to fight & live another day....

... outbound to San Antonio reaching new covid shot 1st years let's talk covid, allergies & existing conditions..or pre existing conditions that cannot take covid shots or die!

Being in the hospital, I had to renew my insurance, I'm a diabetic with autoimmune, now I have a blood clot, blood infection, staph, & about to loose my leg, because my insurance only covers one medicine..what will I do, now I have dr, appt weekly after 2weeks I have to go back to emergency room, am I loosing my left leg..please pray for me!!!💞

Having a fever, Friday, sat, then Sunday called 911, after fever, chills of 2 days, thank God I had the 2 most amazing paramedics I felt so bad I can only remember paramedic ortiz and I hope to come back & look for paramedic #2 just because he made me laugh, I had a fever that I thought I was in the civil war, then the paramedics says, "Who won." I don't even remember..I'm so sorry but I couldn't even remember the paramedics face...but just so you know this was only a one time..only being so out of it...Sunday Sept 6;2020 I'm still here!!

Knowing that your body & mind is one, but your organs are another, you can never predict how your body's gonna change better or worse, you take your shots vitamins & try to feel healthy, eating right is one thing but physically your too weak...

Another attack, getting real, right after that panic attack, asmatha attack, my body's drained, tired, emotionally drain, scaried to lay down or sleep but I'm exhausted, missed bkfst, lunch, dinner I'm not hungry just thirsty, thirsty, thirsty, water, Gatorade, tea, ice..I'm just so thirsty, my mouth hurts my throats swollen, sensitive, can't taste, eat, wanna crawl into bed and hibernate..so I sleep for a few days..trying to recuperated, everything dark, cold in my room, allergy fans on, pills lots of pills next to me, my asmatha inhaler, my cold inhaler, my sleep apnea, machine on standbye, & my phone on 911..

My body had an allergic 😫😷 reaction then my lip got swollen, then wouldn't stop even with Benadryl, it blew up had to administer an Epi-Pen, my throat was itching, it was getting dry, hard to swallow, then going into Phalacticshock, I stab myself full of adrenaline on my right leg, Omg, I'm praying, panicking, irritable scaried tried to stab myself but I can't even though it'll save my life, scream at my son in law can you plz do it, I don't see, all the shots I administer myself everyday, and I can't shoot myself with epinephrine,(Epi-Pen)..Please Lord help me I'm scaried, I'm tired of hospital, I know the routine I'll be there give me a routine a few hours, I'm home..no big deal..I'm crying having a panic attack Everytime..

Friday my friend went fishing with his buddies afterwork we have our usual dinner together everyday day, but he was leaving to Austin, then called me, stay fishing out late let's get dinner, a simple handshake put me in phalactic-Shock..I felt an itch then I fell asleep, woke up grasping for air, I couldn't breath, looking for my Benadryl. Where is it? O.m.g. where is my Epi-Pen?..

Shopping at Walmart in corpus Christi texas during a pandemic, of Corona-virus ..we are 6- ft apart a pregnant teenage girl is in front of me, I had my organic healthy food & drinks but it's always more expensive ..stress is at an all time high, and no one is staying 6- feet apart, there's few meat but more vegetables..got more fruit & out of breath..everyone's rushing to grab food like it's gonna run out, what a pandemic causes...stress.. and all time paranoia...

Year 1990-1991, being 15 and no support, not really belonging in my family, my mom getting married starting over never being part of my life, my dad raising me at 3 yr old then letting my abused step mother take over..abusing me verbally, emotionally, physically, made me become bulimic then anorexic, then depressed, then on diets that turned my life upside down and to drugs, to mental breakdowns and then suicide..tendencies...