Being a heartbreaker is one thing but getting my heart broken has an will be the MOST painful excruciating disoriented, lost, hollow, emotional, numbness, my mind and body has ever been through. So shame on me for being so self-destructive hurting myself in the process but breaking the only two hearts I have in my life. I should be so honored to have these 2 beautiful young ladies care about me... Then why do I keep Hurting the one's I love.....⁉️