In this Final episode of Season One's  HOHW, Nathan and I discuss in detail the events that unfold after Nathans several attempts to leave the gang life for good leading him to a decision that could have costed him his life. This Episode contains difficult content for some people to hear.  Listener discretion is advised.

In this second to last episode of the first season of our podcast, Nathans and I talk about one of the hardest choices he will ever have to make in his life, and it just might, save his life.

In this episode, Nathan goes over his transition from solitary confinement to Gen. Pop (General Population) and some new ideals he picked up, in lock down.

In this episode Nathan continues to talk about his time in solitary confinement, how he stayed sane, some tools he used to expand his mind and a faceless friend that helped him hang on to life.  

In this episode, Nathan continues telling the story of his 10 years in solitary confinement.

In this episode, Allysa encourages Nathan to talk about an incident that resulted in Nathan spending 10 years of his sentence in solitary confinement

In this episode, Nathan tells us about his first day in prison at age 17. His adjustment, struggles and trying to process his new forever future

In this episode, Nathan tells us about the day he was arrested for the last time. We reached out to the victim and she was gracious enough to share her side of the story with us even though 20 years has passed

In this episode, Nathan recounts the 3-Strikes law and the charges he received starting at age 16 leading to his 165 year sentence.

In this episode, Nathan recounts his experience as a child taking care of his two younger siblings and their mother in the throes of her alcoholism.  Listener discretion is advised.  we cover topics that may be hard for some listeners to hear.