"The stakes seem so high, time is so precious; yet how apt we are to be murderous in the face of it—to “kill time”. The magicians trick is ultimate, if we kill time it slowly drains our soul of creative force. With every hesitance we fall into disorder, with every procrastination a candle goes out—much more difficult to relight the next time. Why the insistence on productivity? The answer is simple, if you don’t do things consciously that we believe are worthwhile; the winds of impulse will carry us to desert sands.
It will leave us looking up at the clock and realizing it is bedtime, perplexed as to where the day went. It is the struggle of every creative, to actually create the things we love; even if we have to drag ourselves to do it—there is no other way. The other road leads to sorrow, and soft reassuring words that lead to more difficulty—“I can just do that tomorrow”. What tomorrow is there when you live in a version of groundhog day, where every day repeats itself ad nauseum? And again, who knows for how long.
The words of the sages come into play, this day we live now is the only day we have ever lived. This is how it always has been, we were just too distracted by our scheduled days to notice it. This day is now ONLY what you make of it, rinse and repeat. Will we spend our days on the phone, scrolling through electronic facades and watching shows that have become distasteful through repetition? That is certainly an option, but why is it that at the end of that day we feel cheated? As if our day, our sovereignty over our lives has slipped through our fingers like lukewarm water, and spilled out onto the floor? It is because we have cheated ourselves, our own potential. We awake in the morning with a puddle on the ground from the lost promises of the day before. What are we to do?"
This weeks story hour episode is an exploration of my struggles with motivation, creativity and meaning in the times of quarantine. I know many people are being affected by this epidemic and I hope that sharing this story gives insights and shows us that our struggles are shared by many- and how we can overcome them!
I also talk about the mythological stories behind the herbal medicines I make; the myth of the gods Morpheus, Hercules, and Eros!
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