how my life was a shit show bc of the gossip

I really don't enjoy editing so I stopped because yolo

spend christmas eve with me and my thoughts :(

"in the end you need more courage to stay alive then to kill yourself"

please know that we need you and your mind, your laugh, your emotions, your ideas and jokes, you as a human being in this world.

please seek out for help if needed, that might seem scary at first but you deserve to stay alive and be understood.

my birthday is really soon...i think i am excited!

and life recently...longest episode ever-so enjoy!

little reminder: I am not talking about a diagnosed seasonal depression and at that time I was not visiting a therapist. Please seek out for help if you need to, that doesn't mean you're weak. Not at all-it is really brave!

sadly me too...

my age right now is so weird...

an unexpected realisation that could solve some problems...

I've been struggling with social anxiety for a long time now, but it was only recently that I found out that it was social anxiety...