I am not without hope as much as I want to be free from attachments. My dynamic is hurting, I am ready to shut the door completely on all men unable to heal self. I am hoping. I want to feel my feeling in front of a man, without judgement; maybe I can heal and return. Lots of crying of course, I don't want a cuddle, just for a man to hold space for me without being dismissive of me and my feelings. Vulnerable. Thank you for being here. I may delete this episode. 

Episode 25?