My younger brother liked to always give us a little scare, you know, to keep us on our toes. I remember one time, we were out shopping with my grandmother and he suddenly was no where to be found. The panic from experiencing the sudden realization that a child is missing throws you into a frantic search. The fear that fills your mind on what might have happened or could happen is almost too much to bear.
Don’t worry, he was found, hiding in a clothing rack totally unaware of the unrest he caused in everyone’s mind. Or did he totally know the chaos he created as he watched through the cracks in the line of clothes hanging on the rack, amused at our crazy search?
It’s interesting to wonder what Mary might have experienced in Jesus’ short time on this earth. Thirty years of mothering that was every bit as real as any mother would experience. We only have a few snapshots at our disposal in Scripture and our imagination has to fill in the rest. We see Mary experiencing her own separation from her young son on a trip to the big city of Jerusalem to celebrate the Passover. Every parent knows the feeling of suddenly not being able to find your child in a public place. I wonder if he was always keeping Mary and Joseph on their toes? How do you even begin to parent the Son of God?
Remember: Luke 2:33-35
And his father and his mother marveled at what was said about him. And Simeon blessed them and said to Mary his mother, “Behold, this child is appointed for the fall and rising of many in Israel, and for a sign that is opposed (and a sword will pierce through your own soul also), so that thoughts from many hearts may be revealed.” - Luke 2:33-35
Yesterday, we saw Simeon proclaim with joy that his waiting had ended upon seeing God’s salvation in his arms, wrapped in flesh, prepared in the sight of all the nations; a light for the Gentiles and the glory of Israel. Yes, they believed the truth that their child was Jesus, the promised Messiah for the Jewish nation, but a light to the Gentiles? This would have caused them to marvel. What does this mean? They were waiting for the promise of rescue for Israel, but for the Gentiles (those who were not Jewish) this light had also come, what does this mean?
Though this child brings comfort to many of God’s people, his life would also become a sign of opposition. He would be rejected by many. Many in Israel would rise and fall because of him. Then a word is spoken that cuts deep through a mother’s heart: a sword will pierce through your own soul also.
Mary would eventually find herself grappling with the ideas of what she thought the Messiah would look like and the reality of what she sees. An apocalyptic sword would pierce through her heart. She would experience every pain in a short span of thirty-three years.
The pain of child birth, a scary moment of a missing child, a push for him to reveal himself, unmet expectations, sibling speculations and witnessing the heartache of his rejection that would lead to the gruesome death of her son. As the soldier’s sword pierced deep into Jesus’ side, Mary felt the pain of the years pierce her own soul. This sword exposed hearts. It exposed her need for a Savior. Her job was to keep her child alive, but his job was to keep her alive forever.
Reflect
In your season of waiting, where have you experienced a severing? Where have you felt the searing pain of loss? The loss of a child, the loss of a job, the heartache of broken relationships, the death of a dream. How has God used these things to pierce your heart? How has your need for a Savior been recognized in your season of waiting?
He came to fulfill the law in every way that we could not. He came to bring light into our darkness. He was appointed for the rise and fall of many. Some would rise as they believed on him, others would fall in disbelief. He would be rejected and opposed because of who he was. He came to expose hearts with a sword and mend hearts with salvation. He came to keep us alive forever.
Respond
Carry this breath prayer in your heart today:
Breathe In:
Jesus, my heart is pierced
Breathe Out:
You mend my severed places.
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