50 First Dates with Chris HVMMINGBYRD

Hopeful Realism.


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This episode is called Hopeful Realism.

There was a chapter of my life where everything turned upside down…
and somehow, I was still expected to move like nothing happened.

People would say, “he’s so lucky,”
but they didn’t see the silence I was holding inside my body…
the confusion, the fear… the moments where my own mind didn’t feel like mine.

I was showing up to weddings, to photoshoots—
while my brain was fighting something I didn’t even understand yet.

A brain abscess.
A stroke.
A language I had never heard of… aphasia.
A reality I couldn’t explain… prosopagnosia—where faces stopped feeling familiar… even my own.

I remember looking at people and thinking—
why does everyone look like strangers… like characters… like something isn’t real?

The world kept spinning…
but I felt completely still.

In this episode, I’m not just telling a story—
I’m piecing together a version of myself I almost lost.

This is about survival.
About confusion.
About the quiet pain of appearing “okay” when you’re not.

And somehow…
about finding hope inside all of it.



We talk about:

  • Life after brain injury
  • Aphasia and communication challenges
  • Prosopagnosia (face blindness) and identity
  • The emotional weight of “looking okay” while struggling
  • The connection between brain health and healing
  • Finding gratitude and progress through it all

This is a story about survival, confusion, resilience… and learning how to rebuild yourself when everything changes.


*************************List of books

Don't Believe Everything You Think-By Joseph Nguyen

The Brain That Changes Itself-Norman Doidge

My Stroke of Insight-Jill Bolte Taylor



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