Since the fire I’ve been dreaming of fire... prolonged stress / crisis / disaster / upheval does wierd things to human brains. Frequently I have found myself uncertain as to where I am. Lets hope w regained stability / reduced stress & exhaustion- some of these issues will fade. You are not alone in this wierdness. Continue to request what you need from others to really move forward and thrive. You are the ultimate authority of your life. No one else knows more than you/ not an agency, organization, or family member, partner or friend, no one else but you is an exoert on how to best achieve your own stability and wellness.