tried to got to the river. just throw down a tent and b done. finally resting for a few days riight? Fantasizing about it really. NO. not possible. Camping is illegal and bathrooms are shuttered. ended crying. took 8+ hours and 20 + phone calls. moved all my things 7 x this week and in 5 rooms. a team of 3’ppl helped today just to get me to the next life preserver. im barely hanging on. in a stupor. found seals and a new beach. told her id return one day for good. told her id bring mermaids. praying for CRaY FREE days. functionality is my new porn.