I am going to take you on a journey, we all encounter failures in life. When you go through failure, it’s all about how you deal with it. 

In this case I was working with a Shaman from Colombia, as he stood in front of my door I had zero participants for the retreat we were about to do. 

I would like to start with how this retreat came to existence. A good friend of mine was traveling in South America. I told him: when you see a Shaman that is very special, please invite him to come to The Netherlands. We will give people an experience that is different from what they have ever experienced before. 

I am going to take you with me on the journey of how I learned to cook Ayahuasca, this is not something you can easily learn. If I would give you the recipe today, there is a big chance you are not going to be able to cook the Ayahuasca in the right way. 

The first time I drank Ayahuasca was in 2013, I taught; this is the secret to life. I see it as if the spirit of Ayahuasca is the spirit of Mother Earth. We all come from nature, we are a part of it. 

This beautiful medicine can help you remember that you are part of nature, as if this is Mother Earth helping you to remember you, to heal you, to support you and to give you insights. 

Healing from sexual abuse. 

Many times this trauma comes from childhood and people tend to forget this because it hold so much emotions. Since I have seen this come up on a later age so many times in my ceremonies with Choco Bliss and Ayahuasca. 

Rapéh (officially written as Rapé and pronounced as "ha-peh") is a plant medicine from the jungle, crafted by tribes in Brazil. It is made from the grandfather spirit mapacho. The creation of this plant medicine is a sacred and beautiful process, with the powder predominantly derived from tobacco.

Order Rapéh: here

I would like to share a bit more about this spirit, because I love this spirit so much. The grandfather has the quality to connect, also in a family: The grandfather is the place where everyone comes together, he is the meeting point. 

Also: in plant medicine, this spirit is connecting all the plant medicines. It has a memory that goes beyond, so all the prayers etc that you put into this medicine, it will stay in a memory. That’s why it’s a great medicine to do prayers with.  

Soul Present, balance the masculine en feminine within yourself

I am going to teach you more about microdosing Choco Bliss

2:57 - 6:40 What is microdosing?

6:40 - 15:54 What can u expect when you start microdosing?

15:54 - 26:45 When you start microdosing & the different products to microdose with.

26:45 - 31:58 Microdosing with Choco Bliss

31:58 - 41:21 What can happen during your microdosing process?

Today I wanted to talk to you about how plant medicine helped me in my spiritual awakening.

Because waking up on this planet is not an easy journey, it’s a crazy journey. 

We all get a second chance; every new day is a new opportunity.

In this podcast, I want to talk to you about my recent experience in The Netherlands. Some personal events occurred in my life, and I would like to share three things that have profoundly changed my perspective.

For years guiding Ayahuasca Ceremonies has been my greatest passion. I can say I devoted my life to it. The last 2 years I even lived in my own Ayahuasca Retreat center.⁠

Even before we set foot on this earth, we carry within us our unique set of experiences and traumas.

Have you ever wondered why? This podcast aims to shed light on this very question.

Through the wisdom of plants, we can learn that there is a reason behind every occurrence. While losing something in life may initially appear negative, it has the potential to unfold into something positive.

Allow me to share a personal example: my experience of stress unexpectedly transformed into a blessing: it saved my life!

Curious to know more about why this happened?