Living with anxiety is like being followed by a voice. It knows all your insecurities and urges them against you. It gets to a point when it's the loudest voice in the room. The only one you can hear. I've spent most of my life and most of my friendships holding my breath and hoping that when people get close enough they won't leave, and fearing that is a matter of time before they figure me out and go let your mind & heart rest for a while. You will catch up the world will not stop spinning for you, but you will catch up take a rest whatever you do, never run back to what broke you you're a fighter. Look at everything you've overcome don't give up now there are these moments you think you won't survive and then you survive