we have all felt heartbreak at one point or another in our lives. In my opinion, it is harder to mourn the death of a living person as oppose to a dead person because there is still that glimmer of hope they will contact you. Use heartbreak as your super power to level up your life. See this relationship ending as a blessing and feel your emotions. The universe works in mysterious ways, and this is just clearing the path for you to learn and love yourself even more. 

"you won't notice the process of healing. One day you just realize that you haven't cried in a while."

keep pushing, we are all rooting for you <3