I know what it's like dealing with racism. I've experienced it myself. From society, friends and the police. It's not pretty but it happens and the best thing you can do is understand that racism will probably be around forever. You will always be judged in some way, shape or form.

Don't be a victim to it. Stop using the race card and stop blaming your lack of courage, drive and determination to overcome it on mental health issues. The best thing you can do is use it as fuel to help you live your best life.

Be so good that people can't ignore you. Be the best example of what ever it is you are so that people want to know more about you. Own it. Embrace your heritage and use it as armour and something your proud of. Don't be a victim and don't let people's assumptions about you based on the colour of your skin be the reason you become depressed and go down a path of self destruction. You have a choice.

Rise up, level up and make shit happen, get shit done. You're running out of tomorrows. Life is too short to worry about narrow minded racists who don't have the courage, drive and determination to do what you do. Let them judge. You just focus on where you're going and who you want to be because what you seek is a game you can win.