A huge reason why you are still doing the same things that make you miserable and not taking action that creates the life of your dreams is because... you are feeding your problems with talking.
Society gives us a million excuses to latch onto for why it's ok to be unhappy. Like the Moon, Mercury, the tide etc. All bull shit!
You can't lose your self worth like a set of damn keys! It's not dependant on external things or people.