i demand honesty, brutal, the one that makes you flee

i demand transparency, the one that mirrors you

i demand raw identity, the one before the ego

i demand blood and tears, the fountain of life

i am a victim of exposing my neural paths to pornography

i am a sister to my pain and self neglect

i need to get better for myself and the guys

i cannot live like this at the detriment of my soul

i am a false leader, is daddy always right?

i have to face it all or it comes back full circle

my heart abides within like an onion clove

walk away from this the champion of your soul, the writer of your story

live in the moment like a monk, stable and sure

certainty is like the moon, half in half until the full moon

self love is the water of my soul

the flow, the "feug" effect, i am like water now