My cousins are playing FIFA right now. There's Tobi on the couch, and there's Meech on the floor using my charger, there's Grant and Escobar are holding the game pads (Emmanuel) sitting at the edge of the bed. the game is going 3 - 3 at 100 minutes in extra time. I love them. I win alot of these games, alot, it's easy for me even when someone tries to play tough and head strong in the beginning, i always win the game by an outstanding amount of goals. Burna boy's Dangote is playing in the background. I need to mention that Oloche is sitting next to me on the bed.

I've been beating by life on all sides this year. i'd have loved to say something like "i have stayed strong" but the truth is I don't know how long i can stay strong anymore. I don't know if endurance is for me. I don't know if i can't give up. I am severely broke af building companies that are divine ideas and working on my music and meeting new people.

I hope this is not a downer of an episode description and i doubt if anyone ever reads this part. This is another episode that's similar to "I Thought About Quitting I Fell Sick", this time i'm in my cousin's house.

I feel like quitting. I feel like surrendering all this pain. I need help. As it stands, I am nothing, I have nothing. My Frequency Is Cocaine.

My microphone went off while i was recording this episode. I'm battling a new aspect of my past, something someone - family said about my dreams, goals and ambition out of misunderstanding. The truth is now that i write this i realize there's no need to be angry and bitter at someone because they spoke out of misunderstanding.

So why am i angry? why do i feel hatred? I did not expect more, but this is a new low. The only thing my mind has whispered to me the whole time is that "you have to rise about this". That is the only reason this happened. It's not personal, do not sink in the thought, rise, soar and swim above it. That's how you win.

"All the heavens, all the hells are within you"

It's the Seventh Month of the year 2025. This feels like a diary entry already.

I've gotten past the hurdle of trying to negotiate New Year's resolutions with the universe. I'm more into enjoying goal-setting and scoring at any point in my life and in the year.

This year has been slow, steady, and progressive. A lot of quiet days of contemplation, planning, and praying. A number of fast days full of activities, and time passing without so much eye on the clock. I've felt more pain than progress. More late nights outside than staying in, enjoying the warmth and cooking of my parents' house.

I believe this is my year of healing. I feel sown back together, i feel a large tear in my heart healing and I have to endure the itching and the aches until it is healed.

2025.

please excuse the audio quality in the first couple minutes and enjoy the episode.

Ever feel like your emotions are taking you on a wild rollercoaster you never bought a ticket for? This week on Real Consistency, we're tackling "Consistent Feelings," and trust me, it's a game-changer. We're not just talking about managing your emotions; we're diving deep into choosing how you want to feel and, even better, sticking with that choice.

I get it – it's easy to get tossed around by every wave of emotion, feeling like a punching bag for whatever life throws at you. But what if you could stop being a victim of your feelings and start actively shaping them? We'll explore practical ways to ditch that emotional rollercoaster and build an inner steady state. It's about taking back control, so you're not just reacting to every little thing.

Get ready to ditch the drama and start consistently creating the feelings you actually desire. It’s time to stop letting your emotions run the show and step into your power. Ready to feel more in control? Tune in!

Welcome to road to the promised land.

Alright, let's get real about those moments when you're feeling a bit lost. I've been spending a lot of time seeing life not just as a series of events, but as this incredible, vibrant Garden of Eden that's uniquely ours. And you know how it goes – sometimes, it feels like there’s a smooth-talking salesman in that garden, whispering doubts and planting negative vibes about our friends, our family, and even ourselves. This episode, "There's a Salesman in the Garden of Eden," is a heart-to-heart about recognizing those voices and understanding where they truly come from.

This isn't just about identifying the problem; it's about unlocking the powerful truth that you are the fertile soil for absolutely everything you desire to grow in your life. Seriously, think about it – every dream, every ambition, every peaceful moment you crave. It’s not about finding something outside yourself or waiting for permission. It’s about understanding that the seeds for that growth are already within you. All it takes is the conscious act of planting good thoughts, cultivating unwavering faith, and vividly visualizing the life you want to create. Join me as we dig into how to nurture that inner garden and cultivate the abundance that's truly meant for you.

Honestly, I do not speak a lot about humility in this episode, but it makes sense that the word - humility is in there in the title. I was hitting the za with my cousins, and it hit me what the concept of a Free Mind is. Do I have a free mind? I think I'm pretty much still held down by some aspects of my past I can't seem to let go of. One aspect really - I'm afraid letting go of it means forever, and forever is a long, very long time.

What is a free mind? I think the answer is in the word "free" - I've felt free for a while. It's been liberating amidst life, my ambitions, and endeavours. It doesn't make things okay or change them for the "better"; it just makes me look with a smile of zero judgment. It's better than hope, it's more than being alive - nothing less, nothing more.

I hope we live in a Free Mind forever. I hope I live in Free Mind Forever.

Hey beautiful souls, have you ever felt that heavy, dragging sensation after scrolling through the news, or watching another report that just… drains you? I know I have. In this episode, we're going to dive into something truly vital: how the constant stream of bad news we consume can quietly, insidiously, poison the very gardens of our hearts.

It's not just about feeling a bit down; it's about how this relentless negativity can actually warp our perception of reality, inviting in what we might call "bad luck" or, more accurately, just a really toxic emotional state. Our hearts are meant to be vibrant, flourishing spaces, but if we're constantly feeding them fear, despair, and anger from the headlines, what kind of harvest can we truly expect?

This conversation is so important because it’s about acknowledging the profound impact of what we ponder, what we let take root within us. We'll explore why it's not just beneficial, but absolutely crucial to protect and filter the news we allow into our sacred inner space. It's about conscious consumption, about choosing peace over panic, and about nurturing the kind of inner world that truly allows us to thrive.

Join me as we unpack this, and let's find ways to shield our tender hearts from the onslaught, ensuring our inner gardens remain fertile ground for joy, hope, and genuine well-being. Your peace is paramount, and it's time we treated it as such.

In this raw and reflective episode, join me as I delve into the sudden and startling reality of an ordinary morning gone awry. What began as a routine bike ride took a dramatic turn when I, in a moment of unexpected vulnerability, experienced a fall that left me with a bruised left shoulder, elbow, knee, ankle, and even my big toe.

But beyond the immediate physical impact, this incident sparked a profound realization. With a white truck narrowly missing me, the near-miss served as a stark reminder of life's fragility and unpredictability. I unpack the chilling thought: "It could have been a different story."

This isn't just about an accident; it's a deeply personal meditation on the precariousness of existence. Through my own experience, I explore the universal truth that "nobody knows when it'll be over." I recount the jarring shift from a peaceful 9 AM to a moment of chaos and introspection, urging you to embrace the present with a newfound appreciation. Tune in for a powerful and honest conversation about living fully in the "Live Now."