This episode with Shazzz is a wild one—straight up. We didn’t just scratch the surface; we went into the deep, dark, and ego-driven corners of being a creative.

​We kicked things off talking about split personalities and that moment you finally decide to actually know yourself. Shazzz gets incredibly real about the psychological side of things—even the chilling experience of sitting next to a literal serial killer.

​Here’s the breakdown of the chaos:

​The Alté Struggle: The honest truth about being a Northern artist and fighting through the stereotypes to find your sound.

​Superstar Aura: We defined what a real superstar is and why the fear of being a "local champion" keeps us up at night.

​The Ego Trip: Dealing with superiority complexes, the importance of having a niche, and the real reason we’re all still bothered with school.

​Global Ambitions: From learning French to manifesting rooms with Rihanna, Wizkid, and Jay-Z, plus the vibe of finally meeting Nasty C.

​The Music: Shazzz’s love for the craft, opening up to new genres, and spinning Myllow’s latest track.

​We covered everything from feminism and parents to why Kanye and the Kardashians are always in the conversation. It’s a therapy session, a vibe, and a reality check all in one.

is the rose ashamed of its thorns?

is the rose insecure of its red glow?

is the rose scared of prinking the thumb of the one who holds it?

can the rose be adored in its untainted glory?

dirty, dismayed, soiled at the bottom

mind roaming through the ceiling, still at a point of focus

rebellion is the color red, love is the same

all is one, all that i am is one

there is no condemnation for me

the thorns are in my refuge, the thorns are for my safety

this is the way of the rose in the garden

this is the way of the rose in the garden

my breath is powerful, my story is potent

all in all, sin, power, glory, fame rest in the palm of my hands

is the rose ashamed of its thorns?

will you break for shame, guilt and consequence?

for all my existence i have been perceived i am special

the special ones live in the dream of an illusion while the precious moment escapes from sight

if i would rewrite the past, i am normal

normal is good, normal can be excellent

this is the standard i hold myself to

that i am not above any man, that i am not arm in arm with any man

that all kindness i receive is a grace of compassion from a divine heart

that all pain and suffering i create is equilibrium with the soul

let me live again as human, feel the pain and savor the experience

let me live again as human, strike the iron with all grit and burden

let me ascend through my darkness, let me accept the light

with dim eyes do i welcome the bright shining, with welcoming arms do i enter the gates of being

cleanse the pedestal of my heart and mind and exalt only Christ

the mirror, the perfect emulation of mankind in reflection of his glory

let me breathe the air of the normal man, for i too am normal

let the idea of specialness vanish from my being, so i will be well

take this as confirmation

take this as affirmation

take this as assurance

take this as surety

this is the way to live

this is the path of open hearted freedom

flight at its purest, the wings of air

this is the path of God

love opens its doors as you walk in its way

growth follows with natural existence

purity embodies your smile

your heart leaps for joy

the gates of heaven peeks open

the lights pierce through your soul

joy has come, all is right with the world

everything happens for me

take them to war

i have failed so many times I won't try

I fear taking myself to war at my expense

I fear taking me to war at my expense

what if I lose?

what if I lose all that isn't mine

what if I lose all that was given me

what if I lose?

take me to war

if I fail then I fail

take me to war

if I fail then I fail

take me to war

i want to go to war

take me to war

I want to go to war

now is the shortest moment of my life

now is here, now is gone

now, peace be still

all the world revolves on the axis inside of me

how can I be calm with the storm brewing inside my heart?

how can I stay strong with the looming darkness?

how can I guide all my thoughts towards self selfishly?

how can I be selfish forever?

how can I want and get all now?

how can I focus all attention to now, right now?

how can I think of the highest right now?

this is all the moment needs, right now

let me remember all the times I created good

let me remember what it took to make it

let it be now

let me feel, know and think it now

what is a mistake?

done out of flow consciousness

done out of error in thinking

an action outside the appropriate sense of self

do not let it corrode your sense of self

do not let it lay waste to your flow of thought

do not let it affect the righteousness of your consciousness

do not let it deter your north star

it is okay to make a mistake

it is okay to step in error

it is okay to understand what a slip of a finger means

more more stepping outside of self

it is okay to make a mistake

you make a mistake not mistake a mistake

it is predestined error, costly or not

all is equal, all is meant to happen

search and ye shall find

what if there was nothing to search for?

what if there was nothing to find?

no land flowing with milk and honey

this is where all faith is tried

this is where all trust is tested

this is where all might fails

this is where we stand and fight forever

become a war hero for conviction

this is where the truth speaks

this is where scripture exist in evidence

this is now and forever

all you who wait

wait for everlasting life and the promised land

wait in vain, wait in pain

for all you have is here, all you are is here

all i think about is my age limit

this is my greatest fall, how can i achieve older than this?

lies, lies, all lies, i am all that there is, all time, all ages

break free from the blood thick umbrella of ceilings

all the ceilings i create are self made

age, sex, location, money, you name it

i am the solution, i am the remedy

i am the depths of hell, i am the heights of heaven

i am all my limitations

i am the greatness unlived, i am the greatness believed

i am the heights of the hallowed thoughts i think

i am the depths of the darkest sights i see

i am the limitation

i melt all the glass ceilings and construct brick walls instead

i live beyond my means and erect new desires

i make my world spin and go round, i am all my limitations

perfect people don't exist

i am perfect

perfect people don't exist

i am perfect

perfect people don't exist

i am perfect

all the blood in my veins flow in formation

all the air in my lungs bubble with excitement and in alignment

all the thoughts in my head stream in unison with Christ and gratitude

all the steps that i take are from the path of preserved glory

i am perfect

i am the light of the sun

burning and bruising, shining and glowing

i am perfect, i am God's fairest angel

have you seen a man blameless and flawless in the sight of God?

have you seen a man with nothing to hide?

have you seen a man without a lie on his tongue?

i am perfect, i am the light of the sun