My cousins are playing FIFA right now. There's Tobi on the couch, and there's Meech on the floor using my charger, there's Grant and Escobar are holding the game pads (Emmanuel) sitting at the edge of the bed. the game is going 3 - 3 at 100 minutes in extra time. I love them. I win alot of these games, alot, it's easy for me even when someone tries to play tough and head strong in the beginning, i always win the game by an outstanding amount of goals. Burna boy's Dangote is playing in the background. I need to mention that Oloche is sitting next to me on the bed.

I've been beating by life on all sides this year. i'd have loved to say something like "i have stayed strong" but the truth is I don't know how long i can stay strong anymore. I don't know if endurance is for me. I don't know if i can't give up. I am severely broke af building companies that are divine ideas and working on my music and meeting new people.

I hope this is not a downer of an episode description and i doubt if anyone ever reads this part. This is another episode that's similar to "I Thought About Quitting I Fell Sick", this time i'm in my cousin's house.

I feel like quitting. I feel like surrendering all this pain. I need help. As it stands, I am nothing, I have nothing. My Frequency Is Cocaine.