This episode explores the terrors experienced during my 10 days of Vipassana hell in Kelseyville, California. Porn star roommates, panic attacks in the woods, prison tactics, immediate manifestations, contraband pens and forbidden yoga, the culture shock of Vipassana rules and regulations, what it's like to meditate for 11 hours a day, and much more.

This is a solo episode that explains the history behind the I AM MANY Podcast and the shedding events that led me to an explosive point of creativity. Psychedelic experiences, working in biotech, launching my own chocolate business, death, grief, breakups,  yoga teacher training, being alone, emotional alchemy, and many other stories.

This episode was recorded during Samhain and is about energetic composting in 2025, the year of the snake. We discuss the lessons that have been learned during this cycle and what we're hoping to take into the next year as we emerge into the energy of the horse year.