I fumbled two connections that could’ve been really good not because I didn’t care, but because I was inconsistent and scared of connection.

In this episode, I tell two story times about fading in and out, avoiding communication, and pulling back when things start to feel real. On the back half, I break down my own avoidance, fear of intimacy, and why consistency feels harder the more I care.

This episode is about accountability, patterns, and realizing that sometimes the reason things don’t work… is us.