I guess this is a little bit of a weird episode. Growing up there were mainly two kinds of little girls, the ones who had a new crush every week and the ones who were never interested in men, or pretended not to be. Many girls in the second category turned out to be fruity in my experience, so did I. But yeah, that kind of had always been my thing, I never like anyone and I never ever wanted a relationship. The searching for that male validation, the desire for something that didn’t depend on me was so incredibly scary I always stayed out of it. For a lot of time I was well aware that I needed to grow on my own, and I never really saw the end of it, I could never imagine a point where I’d be like, honestly I think I want a relationship now cause I’m ready for it. But here we are! In this episode we discuss my newfound desire. It is so crazy to me, definitely something new to get used to. It’s hard to find the balance between wanting a relationship and not wanting too bad, or like becoming obsessed with the search, I am gonna be honest, I am still trying to find it. I talk about just trusting the universe and trying to let go (that always came difficult to me ahahah) But yeah, that’s all! It’s some trip of an episode, enjoy everyone. Lots of love, Sofi.