I was, I am, I will

Feeling envious of friends(that you love), comparing yourself with them, reevaluating if I am a good friend?? Time to quiz myself on BuzzFeed to find out📝

Am I staying home to save money or am I just lazy to leave the house? Just realized I was talking about wanting to save money right after saying I bought a desk and a iPad…..sis recognize your patterns.

What I did NYE, bad skin days killing my confidence, writing in a 📔…just another big rant, basically.

Getting rejected from internships… do I have to go through the same feeling again & again? Who knows. But at least that means I’m alive, right?

Waking up in the morning, thinking about so many things….talking about why I am such a over-thinker/how it affects my life/could it be a good thing?

I am comfortable being alone…maybe TOO comfortable?? Talking about having no friends to hang out with, spending time alone during covid, feeling like I might be forever alone…you know, just the usual.

Imagining me sitting across you in McDonald’s at 3am, eating a McFlurry and trying to talking deep while being sleep deprived.