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Unofficial Ending to the podcast, with some more closure. A cute little epilogue, I got the words messed up, I was flustered. I fell in love with this process and cant escape it, I need to post this for myself. I still love the ending, but I need some more closure then what I gave. The Rainstorm was intense, and was truly a beautiful setting to end stuff out on.

My last day at my home in the city I have lived in for 8 years. Saying goodbye to all my neighbors, family members, and friends was incredibly tough. This was my park and I don’t know what I will do with its absence. I was heavily inspired by “North Pole” by Injury Reserve, that song is very important to me today.

Just catching up with my life, lots of stress and anger. Lots of interesting moments happened over the past two weeks. Really feeling more sentimental than ever as the month progresses. Listened to lots of music but there is something special about this one Jordana song, “I Guess This is Life” it calms me down and makes me comfortable.

I was really angry and filled with rage and I wanted to take a moment to talk about it. Talking it out loud and trying to explain my feelings was really beneficial and helped me calm down. I am very thankful for my supportive friends and family.

Not the greatest week, my mind was racing with thoughts and ideas all week. My mind never took a break, but I got to play baseball with some of my friends, that was magical. Found this new song “Secrets (Your Fire)” by Magdalena Bay and I played that all week long.

Pretty slow and boring week, but I took the time to ramble on about the stress ball I have become attacthed to. I listened to a bunch of “MJ” by Junior Varsity this week, I love that melody.

Had a good week except for that one Sunday night. Felt really nice spending a lot more time with my friends again. Hopefully I will find some more productive uses of my time and push and challenge myself more. I have had “Sierra Nights” by Kevin Abstract on repeat all week, I love this song a little too much.

Rough morning and weekend in general, but I was determined to make an episode. I am sad works over, but my last day was kind of beautiful. That skateboarding injury was pretty painful, but we are recovering now. I listened to lots of “IDEAL” by MICHELLE this week.

A story of my last day enjoying work with my great coworkers. There was a moment in here where I display an extreme amount of confidence and it really paid off, because I was rewarded with lots of happiness. I followed Matt’s advice of living life more and it was beneficial. After work right as I was about to cry I listened to “In A Good Way” by Faye Webster, I feel like this song really described my emotions that day.

Quick recording I did before my penultimate Friday, I miss my coworkers lots. I listened to a lot of “Friendship” by Kevin Abstract this week, it just made me feel good.