I am living through a horror most people cannot imagine. Over the past 24 hours, the tactics used against me have escalated to include what I believe are military grade weapons: gases or chemical agents used to inflict pain and weaken my system.

I have tried to walk a razor thin line with my Substack posts. I have focused on facts and frameworks, not fear. I have tried to propose solutions instead of just outlining abuse. Why? Because when you speak about these things, especially as a civilian with no badge, no weapon, no title, you risk being labeled mentally unstable or dismissed outright. That dismissal is part of the playbook. Discredit the witness. Disqualify the testimony.

I have refused to collapse. I have documented what I can, despite limited resources and near constant threat. But today, it feels like someone gave the green light to finish this. I am holding the line. But I am a human being. I am not prey. I am not built to absorb this level of constant assault.

And yet it is happening. In the United States. In silence. With impunity.

It is crushing to realize there is no functional system in place to protect someone in my position. There is no agency stepping in. No legislative remedy. No emergency protocol. There are no working brakes on this machine.

It may take years, if ever, for laws to catch up with this abuse. If something happens to me, I ask that you not let this story die. Share my work. Spread the truth. Expose what is happening under the false banner of security.

Do not let my death be in vain.

In solidarity,

Tamara

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