Would've rather titled this one, "I'd rather be blind... not" but thought it'd be too insensitive taken out of context. This episode is inspired by the song "I'd rather be blind" sang by Beyoncé playing Etta James in the movie Cardillac Records. She sings to a lover for the last time and here I speak about how differently I want to start to think of how I want to handle my last time. In any aspect. Hope this is worth listening.