After 10 months of living in my parents house, I finally pulled the trigger and signed a lease for a 2 bedroom condo in Downtown Baltimore. On the eve of the move, I found myself confronted with some surprising emotions. I felt an immense amount of sadness, fear and grief. Why did it feel like I was mourning? Shouldn't I feel happy, excited, elated and grateful to be moving into my own place again? In this episode, I briefly unpack the confusion I felt and the gentle reminder I needed in the midst it all.