After such a long layoff from work, I completely forgot what it was like to work for any type of company. When I say I have been relaxing and working for myself for way too long, that is an understatement. With all of these new responsibilities thrust upon me there has been part of me that just wonders "who the hell put me in charge of anything. I am way too irresponsible for this" and thus I have to relearn what it's like to be a good employee. Like I always talk about, we have to adjust and remind ourselves that we are capable. That's how we got the opportunity in the first place.