why did it all turn out like this for me? I had so much promise. I was personable, I was bright. oh, maybe not academically speaking, but... I was perceptive. I always know when someone's uncomfortable at a party. it became very clear to me sitting out there today, that every decision I've ever made, in my entire life, has been wrong. my life is the opposite of everything I want it to be. every instinct I have, in every of life, be it something to wear, something to eat... it's all been wrong