As we go through changes in our lives, it’s often messy! We like to think of these times as the caterpillar stage… where you’re going along in life all good and realize maybe you were meant to be different, so you go inside yourself (metaphorically speaking) take a real look at who you are and who you want to be, do the long hard work of morphing, what we call “The Goo Phase” and re-enter life changed and ready for more!  In this episode we share some of our insights during “The Goo Phase".

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In this episode, our favorite podcast producer, Sam Kalt shares his own story of how he takes back his power as he navigated big life decisions.

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In this weeks podcast episode, we share the joys and struggles of launching our new podcast and sharing our hearts with the world.  It’s been a vulnerable yet empowering adventure. We truly appreciate the progress & growth it’s given us! 

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In this episode Shiloh continues to share his journey, as he is injured and home for a year recovering from surgery. During this time he experiences Michell’s spiritual gifts on daily basis and on a deeper level. He learns things about the spirit world that change his life forever and he discovers his own spiritual path full of confidence, truth and freedom.

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In this weeks episode Michell’s husband Shiloh joins us for a deep, heart felt conversation. He shares his story of blindly believing in the LDS church teachings and struggled to live the perfect LDS life, while fearing eternal consequences with every mistake. Shiloh shares experiences that allowed him to listen to his own inner compass and expand beyond what he had been taught.

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This episode is a continuation of our individual faith expansions. As we each move forward in our lives outside of Mormonism, with each new nugget of understanding, we find peace and the insatiable desire to learn more, as we have realized how small our view has been. This is an ongoing process that we expect to last through this lifetime. We continue to heal and expand our knowledge as we each continue to turn our wounds into wisdom.

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From the time we were children, we were conditioned that our priesthood leaders were there to guide us & had authority over us. We were taught the value of our free agency and personal revelation, but only if it fit within the confines of the church & its priesthood leaders revelation & guidance  they received for us. This left us feeling disempowered, confused and disconnected from our own innate, inner knowing and personal power. Eventually the confusion and heartache was too much to bear. Our own intuitive guidance was not lining up with our priesthood leaders beliefs, doctrines & personal revelation about our personal life . Our priesthood leaders felt justified in their belief & actions in their authority & stewardship over us. Asking us to “align with the brethren & stop sharing messages from deceased loved ones” among several other things they disapproved of. This led to our faith crisis, then our faith expansion beyond The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. We each went through the daunting yet liberating process of unraveling a lifelong belief system! 
When our own inner compass was saying one thing and the church leaders were saying another, which did we choose to follow? For us, the choice was finally clear! 

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In this episode, the four of us have a long, raw, conversation of the events and memories of Nate’s one year and 11 months of service as Bishop. The good, the bad, and the ugly, and what led up to what Nate called, “the nuclear button."

Michell Powers Angel Messages Video
https://youtu.be/RofWTe29WsU

Kristen Carol - Silver Compass
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Kristen Carol - Love You
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Our conversation with LDS Bishop, Nate Morris, his feelings, thoughts, and perspective on what it was like as bishop during this tumultuous time.

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In our last episode, we talked about becoming close friends, and raising our families together. We rediscover our identities after losing ourselves in motherhood. We reclaim and discover our god given gifts, only to find out that those god given gifts were seen as dangerous, and outside the parameters laid out for women in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints.

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