In this episode of Integrated Awakenings, we have artist-priestess Ea Torrado candidly speaking with us about the present, but also the labors and fruits of a creative journey. We talk about the common fears, creative burn-out and self-compassion that comes with living an authentically creative life, and how to increasingly gain trust in one's inner calling and becoming brave. If you're someone who always been curious of what it's like to be a full-time artist, or always dreaming, or wanting to reckon with the title of "artist" or "creative" this heart opening podcast, really opens up the definition of where art and beauty really lies, and how it comes to fruit.

Covers:

• intro
• this is a great time of opportunity and creativity
• paralysis from freedom
• the bravery of creating, everyone is an artist
• the healing of the child, Ea's history
• containers, the paradox-irony discipline-freedom (wombs)
• struggles with professional life, being fueled by spite
• pleasure in process, inlaying meaning in our work
• the sanctifying process of meaning, life as art
• performance and art making as a way to ENLIVEN
• don't reject your own heart, somatically opening your heart
• the capacity to watch a present wound
• final thoughts: friends and competitiveness

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Follow Ea Torrado:

dance:

https://www.instagram.com/eatorrado.daloydance/

healing work:

https://www.instagram.com/dyosa.eatorrado/

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Hi and welcome to a special solo-cast of Integrated Awakenings, we're tackling something quite niche in this one and will be talking about how one thinks about and interfaces with the elemental realms, or what shaman's would call the "lower realms". A lot of the beings often categorized here is left towards, occultist horror stories, or studied/viewed from a cultural lens instead of direct experience. In this episode maria expresses a direct take of why certain classes of elementals behave in certain ways, and how to have a positive respectful experience from them. If you want to consider a compassionate take on the supernatural and real empathy with what are usually called "lower" beings, then this is the episode for you.

Covers:

• intro, maria's specific POV
• common POVs from occultists, literature against fae, snakes , "being punished"
• adjusting to the language to more elementary beings, offering substitutes, tira tira
• beneficial relationship examples: fire pixies
• the difference of friends/allies vs servants/slaves
• lifetimes as not a person, as being elemental beings
• beneficial eg: rainwater, rainwater
• mermaid archetypes, feminine water elementals, attracting/polarizing certain spirits
• misunderstood earth duende, gremliny types, an example of contracted beings
• more examples: appeasing accidents in construction sites
• wind energies: being exposed to the elements

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In this solo-cast of Integrated Awakenings, Maria tackles a very important topic of the energetics of ancestral healing. We hear a lot about generational curses but don't have a wider view of how ancestral shrines, energy forms, really work and exactly how and why it's important to situate yourself a definition (or often the redefinition of) what family really means to you. We are so influenced by relationships, a piercing towards ontological truths of these relations influence, grow, and define us is fundamental to feeling truly whole. If you have any kind of tense relations with family members (living or not, this life or an other) this episode will definitely serve you as a much needed space and clarifying perspective with how to go about connections.

Covers:

• Intro
• why sanctify a "passed on" relative
• the truth of connecting with dead, what are healthy connections
• ancestral temples, energy forms, legacies of inheritance
• how to pray for your family
• why it benefits everyone, when we pray for each other
• recognizing our interdepence, acknowledging our connections
• sitting with realization, lying witness, alive to innate tree
• a few recommended exercises to root with

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First episode of 2024 we've got a guest episode with Miqo Dionisio, a very potent coach, corporate creative leader, energy healer, and artist friend of mine who is joining us today to talk to us about curating our realities. He'll walk us through a 3 question framework to get to the heart of what is stopping us from having what we want, and how to even expand the desire-state from a place of deep and true abundance. If you've ever desired (*wink wink*) a very grounded approach to investigate your new year goals, or any kind of planning, hatching, seeding it is you will ever do, I highly recommend giving this podcast a listen.

Covers:

• intro, sovereignty with curating our life
• Question 1: Do you know what you want? (is it yours? investigating it)
• Question 2: Do you understand/get what you want?
• getting to the essence of the dream, accessing the essence without the outcome/manifestation, detaching yourself from what you want
• Question 3: Do you have what it takes? Are you ready for that amount of freedom/power/money/essence etc.
• Integrating your dreams to your reality
• Releasing the judgement towards our dreams
• Moving from essence to form in dream curating and making
• Maria's experience with being/becoming an artist
• the advantages of being a little underprivelaged (focus, real depth in meaning making)
• common pitfalls: the paralysis of a too big of a dream, choice between choices, negative feedback
• allowing yourself insatiable desires, infinite games
• have fun, you experiencing yourself as it happens/ you are happening
• closing: miqo shares new soundhealing instruments: plantwave, theramin, etc!

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Miqo's socials/ coaching services:

https://www.instagram.com/q.sessions/

https://www.instagram.com/miqowithaq/

IG post that summarizes this episode's guide questions:

https://www.instagram.com/p/C1lyNTfLTfo/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=N2ViNmM2MDRjNw==

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As the closing episode for 2023 we're doing a recap of some key turning points maria has gone through the past year. I know a lot of folks like ep.3 of this podcast, story time of what Maria has gone through, so consider this as it's natural continuation. If you're a schtickler for chronology go listen to ep.3 so folks can have some context for this one. ALSO! as per usual maria has very odd experiences as a dreamwalking bananacake, I really just want to emphasize that this is my experience and is not superior/more important than yours! Just my story to tell, in earnest ways, and off value to be able to sit beside other's stories and be like "hey yea i got some odd stuff happen to me too". Luckily, it's also just energetically educational.

TW: wars, trauma, sexual abuse

Covers:

- what happens when you run out of karma? 

- no biases against tension or attachment, pendulum swings of existence, integration

- 12-15d time wars, abuse

- Death of Magick, magickal lines, death doula

- Timeline where i was the perpetrator

- Reparations, building your heart from scratch

- Transitioning my grandfather, an aspect of saturn, preserving etheric temples

- Astrocartography restructuring, remediations to be released from saturn and work with more community

- Notes for spiritual bodies work: (1) completely disengaging umbilica from egregors of companies, groups, your own spiritual body, return to neutral (2) body mastery is optional but is a fun tantric integration

- Deep gratitude to coop, and they also want to say hi! Deep thanks to the community and those showing up to do our best to show up for ea othes, plans et al

This will be the last episode for Integrated Awakenings 2023! We’ll return January :) 💖 have a good end of 2023

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PS: Acast not letting me ask QnA on spotify is infuriating, please do feel free to message me bout your podcast reactions etc.

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In this episode of Integrated Awakenings, we have Guada Tagalog a magickal artist, friend and mother talking to us about the radical task of choosing our human lives and dreams, alongside our mystical and magickal callings. In this rare conversation Guada and Maria talk about the dangers of extra-dimensional healing, psychic shenanigans, and ways to discern, protect, and really recognize your soul’s unique path for love and integration. We also get into channelling art and the necessary compassion to speak kindly towards ourselves in dark times. 

This episode has some taglish!

Covers

• childhood, hyperthyroidism and corp burnout
• reincarnation and explorations with magick
• early pioneer of reiki art, channeling messages
• protection learning the hard way: AA Michael, bodyguards
• importance of grounding with higher frequency energies
• “Just cause you know how to do it doesn’t mean that’s what you’re meant to do”
• properly, you need time to be a person
• guada’s story of closing gates, protection contracts, boundaries
• being in more danger the more rarefied energy you are working with
• maria and her own experiences with the intense upper dimensional energies
• love and light but also terror, enlisting to be human
• making space for spirituality that’s not as intense, with more spectrum of experiences
• true to yourself: maybe you’re not a channeler! or not for bodywork! that’s okay!
• magickal selves: we’re a spectrum of expression, specialties
• maria: don’t bat above your weight class, lean into your ARCHETYPE, be clear about your SPECIFIC FUNCTION, be honest with what you CAN do
• guada: it’s okay to be afraid. you can work with spirit and not/hear things
• lenses/filter: request for them to show up in a not scary/violent way
• CO-CREATE alongside SURRENDER
• accept payment for upperdimensional work
• art and its previous healing functions, the training for a shamanic-priestess art
• there’s something you’re meant to do here that only you can do
• lineage holders, healing trauma of whole lineages, how magick dies on main timelines
• bondage attachment as conscious weights: i want to be a tita
• attachment to non-attachment: pero tao ka! tao ka
• luciferian sects that harvest the “unattached”
• guada: dont try to figure things out yourself. 
• doing it on purpose, rarifying the raw energy to be safer, more presentable
• sometimes it’s a test that you can’t be prideful, or cannot be shared, no social accolade
• being YOU. (closing)

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GUADA

www.instagram.com/guadatagalog

https://linktr.ee/inklingsbyguada

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In this episode of integrated awakenings we have Rennyvonne Fae Ledesma (“Vonne”) a psychologist, educator, artist who’s also adept in mystical practices na kapwa fire sign. Ang buong episode na ito ay mostly nasa tagalog, bilang paguusapan namin ang repression ng anger na common sa mga pinay, healing/healer na may sabay galit at bakit kaya, pisces at subconscious aries ang pilipinas?

Paguusapan rin namin ang collective shift sa pagiintindi ng sikolohiya alongside sa mga spiritual model ng shamanism at ang accessibility at validity nito sa mga sistema katulad ng expressive arts therapy, na kung saan parehas kami ni Vonne ay parehas nagtratraining in. Makinig sa podcast neto para sa diskursong uniquely pinoy at para walang takot rin tayong makipagsabak sa kahit ano mang init.

Mga topic na naicover:

• kelan nagstart yung anger ni vonne? aries things!
• repressed women, “my energy is too much for you?” not being used to this kind of heavy feelings 
• “peace is never gentle, its truth” 
• maria clara = pinay ideal talaga?? soft girl cancer? maternal??
• subconscious aries: youth, tipping point, lead
• selective amnesia: learning and remembering a lot, cultural freeze state
• creative fire: dissatisfaction with giving up your own body, nigas etc
• fire under water: revolution ni aquarius, purification, cauterization
• weather affecting holiness: hearth vs ulan vs init vs winter time
• depression and stuckness, fire as buwelo, agitating as solution
• primal: sige nga? weh??? 
• emotional manipulation ng fire at water
• adrenaline, balancing a family system
• a breakdown and a flare up are very similiar, screaming
• kung di ka takot sa anger you can hear the pain
• accepting anger, projection, bisaya
• allocating fuel, long term flame, allowing yourself to be inspired
• self empowered, muscular collation

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• going back to shamanic roots of psychology
• father loretto: going back to our own souls, enabling self-healing
• science is spiritual because of intuition, and as a seeker of knowing
• into to expressive arts therapy
• learned avoidance to create ~ capitalism
• labor of systematic change: reform or from scratch?
• aggregors/systems having their own spirit guides, lineages, paying respect
• britian is a taurus…
• tradition vs innovation

Follow vonne!

Mystic Psychologist

https://www.instagram.com/themysticpsychologist/

Gestalt Wellness Institute

https://www.instagram.com/gwisea/

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In this very special episode of integrated awakenings we’re having a very etheric and beautifully nuanced conversation of the astrology of 2023(Q4)-2024 with Ice Bernice and a bit of Eiren Remedio. We’ll be talking about the vital lessons that the pandemic long transits and eclipse culminations has taught us, and also mapping out the key players for our 2024 astrology. (Hint: Pluto, Aquarius, Pisces, Saturn). We’ll also talk about how this can play out on the collective, and do know: next year is definitely a lot of shake-ups and potent alignments with global groups and technology so here are useful frames and processes to orient yourself to these potent gates. Remember information influences and spreads like wildfire, so do ally and equip yourself with what is radically ready, true and known. We’re happy to share this collective energy with you. 

*note: we codeswitch a lot because we have strong neptune, gemini placements pls embrace the chaos ~ also this has atmospheric sounds again hhehehe

Covers: 

• intro to ice & neptunian energies 
• 2023 realignment of libra: relationships, justice, perceptions to be more open minded
• venusian eclipse of taurus: tactility, endings, closing time, curtain call. the furniture is reorganized (past 2 years). the balance of me and other
• defining boundaries, and the intensity during the pandemic
• ice: not needing to know why something fell apart, mystery and faith in relationship
• eiren: “i dont need a reason to love” (as well), coming from unconditional acceptance
• i dont know for a forecast episode >,< 
• we need to have the capacity to have more space for not knowing ephemerality ~ PISCES IN NORTH NODE. working archetypes that are artistic. also SATURN structure-system handles to assist
• SATURN-JUPITER team up in TAURUS, expansive may-april forward avantegarde expansiveness
• Q3-Q4: pluto retrogrades, difficult rebirths around traditions. PLUTO IN AQARIUS. rebellion for the collective & innovation. teen angst grow up wake up new world
• AI, what is it to be human, tools. rebirth and reckoning of philosophies/manifestos of humanism and creativity. What ARE we innovating?
• politically savviness, government structure needing to keep up with popular consciousness, memes, transformation with uniqueness, utopian, hope~community dreams being called forward 
• BONUS (not in ep): a lot of feminine archetype asteroids are also retrograding, really encouraging that our revolutions be venusian, beautiful, a community that practices the hope and the joy that it fights for while also still being philosophical. 

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Get in touch!

Ice: https://www.instagram.com/euniiicorn/

Eiren: https://www.instagram.com/eiii_ren/

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In this episode of Integrated Awakenings, we’re talking about POWER. We’re doing a special run-down of preparing the physical body for energetic power, but also covering how to meaningfully engage with collective energies without feeling swept up by it’s strong currents. We’re channeling methods as advised by spirit, on how to physicalize, and make rhythmic and mundane our prayers and intentions for the great transitions forward. If you are having a hard time feeling rooted, empowered and still involved, this is exactly an episode that enables you to use your personal gifts and magick to engage with the world’s own transformations. We end with a group ceremony with regards to helping the planetary consciousness move towards abundant, and truly free energy, to relieve all lineages that suffer from oppression, in wars done for a frail kind of power, and empty control. Thank you for your heart and willingness to hold.

Covers:

• outline and context: solar flares! transits! Your Power?
• Body ailments & karma, re-scripting
• example of an empowering allyship, on a body level
• how does one really pray? integrity of our word, willingness of the heart
• inviting collaborators, mentor, energies to assist

• smaller and specific altar work, running passive intentions
• personal lessons as personal leverage
• Eg: Mars
• physical cyclical simple offerings
• lot of examples: the sun, water, our breath, indigenous blankets

- ceremony proper: praying for the world

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In this episode of Integrated Awakenings, we’re talking about Union & Communities with Ben Smallbone. Ben is an amazing intuitive and colleague in spiritual guidance, who does very important work via hyphotherapy and channeled guidance. In this episode we’ll cover the nuances of allying oneself and yourself, and really holding the energy of sovereignty whilst also coming into, and serving community. We talk about initiations, a few land spirits, and the guiding compass of the heart (and deep deep unconditional acceptance) as we face the different programs and stories that hinder us from full coming to ourselves, and also, our communities.

Covers:

• learning in hermitage ~ groups, the role of an outsider
• inhabiting, habitat ~ where does one start? end? who is me?
• models of sovereignty, and being with each other
• physical interruptions, initiations
• 14 day channeled containers for the collective
• how to discern: ben’s path when he was younger, work that’s guided by the way, only open to what my limits are capable of 
• limits as a muscle, and having math! to it
• …if you have the shame start with the shame
• elementals & landspirits, being born in malaysia and being a migrant, stateless
• ice giants, ents, sense of home/habitat
• liminal etheric spaces of gathering, boundaries, threshold
• training wheels, levels of comfort, there are no straight lines in nature
• the ritual apparatus is for the person not the shift
• the work gets to be beautiful
• i dont need you but i choose you, from creativity and inspiration
• needy vs having a need, relating to our needs
• curiosity, art and creativity in relationships and community 
• awareness and consciousness with the intention, avoidance or empowerment
• collective dreamings, programs: eg: the hero’s journey
• willingness, participation, co-creation
• being honest with yourself: truth, words, allyship with yourself
• parenting yourself, integrity, patterns of power
• the way you were was necessary and beautiful
• self-punishment programming
• make it simple: serve from the heart

Follow Ben here: https://www.instagram.com/benj.smallbone/

https://linktr.ee/benjsmallbone

Message for 1on1s and internal transcendence workshop

Teacher Rosanne for reference: 

https://www.instagram.com/rosanne.grace/

linktr.ee/Rosannegrace

Moony youtube video mentioned

A good podcast to loop back to is Jem & Relationships

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