Is your life worth more than your will to live?
Follow John on a mind-bending quest through Hell to slay the gods and save everything he ever loved.
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Welcome to the Machine – 16:50
All The Way Down – 01:38:56
Under the Stars – 02:06:09
The Desert of High Noon - 02:12:43
The Forbidden Fruit – 02:22:06
Into the Abyss – 02:32:28
Ultimatums of a Dead Man – 02:47:43
The Souls of the Damned – 02:52:37
The Eternal Flame – 03:44:27
The Man Who Killed God – 04:20:05
On Death and God – 04:23:23
Notes from the Editor – 04:39:39
Referenced works (not read in audio book--only in written version):
Nietzsche’s The Gay Science, aphorism 125 “The Madman”
Christopher Ryan in his podcast, Tangentially Speaking
Netflix TV series, Black Mirror
Carl Jung’s The Undiscovered Self
Ted Kaczynski’s “Industrial Society and its Future”
Dr. Chris Ryan’s Civilized to Death
Camus’ The Stranger
There is a very large number of translations of the Bhagavad-Gita that currently exist. “I am come as Death, destroyer of worlds.” Is said in many different ways across these translations.
See Nietzsche’s Beyond Good and Evil quote, “The good man sees the whole world as evil.” Also see Daniel Quinn’s Ishmael.
See Nietzsche’s Twilight of the Idols, “How the ‘Real World’ at last became a myth”
Aldous Huxley’s Brave New World
See Sturgill Simpson’s “Turtles All the Way Down” from Metamodern Sound in Country Music.
Twilight of the Idols , “The Four Great Errors”.
Herman Hesse’s Siddhartha
Philip Mainlander’s concept of the universe being the heat death of God
Camus’ “The Myth of Sisyphus”
Nietzsche’s “The Three Metamorphoses” from Thus Spoke Zarathustra
Sturgill Simpson’s “Make Art Not Friends” from Sound and Fury
See history of the first assassins: https://www.newworldencyclopedia.org/entry/assassins
Nietzsche’s Beyond Good and Evil
Nietzsche’s quote, “One repays a teacher badly if one always remains nothing but a pupil.” From Thus Spoke Zarathustra“Come as You Are” by Nirvana
“A Horse with No Name” by America
“The Trip” by Still Corners