What is the cost of leaving everything you've ever known? When the rug is pulled out from under you, losing your community, your faith, and your financial stability all at once, how do you rebuild?
In Part 4 of her powerful journey, Lacey Gallear sits down with Deanna Powell to discuss the painful aftermath of leaving the Mars Hill church and realizing she had been in the "cult of Amway". Suddenly a single mom drowning in debt and completely isolated, Lacey had to start her life over from scratch. She opens up about the deep depression that followed, the startling realizations that forced her to deconstruct her evangelical faith, and confronting the "sunk cost fallacy" of giving her life to organizations that cost her everything.
Lacey shares the difficult truths she had to unlearn, from facing covert racism as an HR assistant in corporate America to untangling herself from the teachings of Christian nationalism and the New Apostolic Reformation. From enduring heartbreaking miscarriages to navigating life with a child on the autism spectrum, Lacey’s story is a raw, honest look at what happens when you finally stop ignoring your intuition, set boundaries with toxic family dynamics, and step into the painful—yet freeing—unknown of discovering your own worldview.
Chapters:
00:00 The Journey of Deconstruction
10:01 Finding Support and Friendship
19:56 Navigating Parenthood and Relationships
30:03 Realizations of Cult Dynamics
40:00 The Process of Belief Transformation
45:05 The Struggle with Faith and Authenticity
48:26 Exploring Universalism and New Perspectives
50:36 The Impact of Politics on Faith
54:38 Navigating Personal and Societal Changes
57:18 The Journey of Deconstructing Beliefs
01:01:23 Listening to Intuition and Embracing Self
01:05:11 The Intersection of Personal Loss and Social Justice
01:08:16 Rethinking Love and Acceptance
01:12:03 Confronting Workplace Racism and Bias
01:15:23 The Importance of Education and Awareness
01:19:51 Finding Grounding in Reality and Humanity
Follow Lacey on:
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https://laceygallear.substack.com/
LACEY'S EPISODE ON "LIFE AFTER MLM PODCAST":
https://podcasts.apple.com/ca/podcast/episode-228-lacey-gallear/id1650491175?i=1000715438398
THE RISE AND FALL OF MARS HILL:
https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-rise-and-fall-of-mars-hill/id1569401963
LEAH REMINI - SCIENTOLOGY & THE AFTERMATH:
https://youtu.be/Ow9PI-Aj0AU?si=dyrLVYrWar7W_FTw
MYTHVISION PODCAST:
https://www.youtube.com/@MythVisionPodcast
PREACHER BOYS PODCAST:
https://www.youtube.com/@PreacherBoys
TIM WHITAKER SPEAKS:
https://www.youtube.com/@timwhitakerspeaks
THE NEW EVANGELICALS:
https://www.youtube.com/@thenewevangelicalspodcast
PROCESS THEOLOGY - TRIP FULLER:
https://youtu.be/tjF5YQuCnMc?si=oVInyoef9R3Jozaj
WHITE WOMAN WHISPERER:
https://www.youtube.com/@TheWhiteWomanWhisperer
THE KNITTING CULT LADY:
https://www.youtube.com/@KnittingCultLady
CULT EXPERT STEVEN HASSAN:
https://www.youtube.com/@drstevenhassan
RYAN & MICHELLE MEEKS - INTREPID STORYTELLING EPISODE:
https://youtu.be/7cA4GuFKd88?si=UAJsC7ELFurbD4g7
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