Coming from a lot or going through a lot doesn't and shouldn't stop your dreams, goals, aspirations. If you don't have enough to go on it's the more reason to source out what you need. Your light is too bright and needed to just go dim.
It doesn't matter who left or who stayed never lose sight on what you set out to achieve.
This Episode will expose you to new ways of leaving it will show you you stand a chance and deserve a short and when you're given the opportunity take it without any apologies and prove you deserve it.