Your intuition will let you know when something is up, it will be that feeling. You will find your way back home, you have some missteps but life will set you on the right track. When you get lost you will always be found. None of us are lost forever. I realized as you get older the brighter you become, the light becomes brighter. Don't be afraid to take that step, that leap, you got this. Your intuition will let you know if it's right or not. I know a lot of us to feel lost and empty, it's okay sometimes it takes a while to figure everything out.