Invisible As I Am!!

Another late upload, but hey here it is!

This journal entry is late, but it still resonates with me today.

So I'm moving out and I don't know where I'm going yet. Everything has changed since the divorce.

I realized something.

Hey guys, so this journal is slightly shy of an hour, but I promise you it's good!

I've been telling guys about my sleep or rather the lack there of (sleep) this week and how that, plus the divorce has been effecting my anxiety. Well, this morning, I was super close to having a panic attack and well--- go check out today's journal and get the details on how I changed my circumstances. Also, if you want to comment on the episode checkout my new blog page jrileydjournals.tumblr.com

Hey guys I'm back with another hour long journal. I guess it just took me a bit longer to realize the truth in this journal episode. Keep listening all the way to the end because it gets good. Sometimes I don't realize, how much I'm holding onto in my heart, because I just get tired of going backwards emotionally.

I thought this journal was going to be about my poor sleep habits, but turns out this divorce/closure stuff ....well you'll find out when you listen!! It's worth listening to the whole thing! Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com

Hey guys! I know this is a much longer journal, but it's worth listening to the whole thing! I give you guys an update on how I've been dealing with my anxiety since I learned that I was having panic attacks. Also, I talk about my relationship with my mother and how that really is the foundation for my loneliness, and why I'm made poor dating choices, along with my struggle for wanting a friend. I hope you guys enjoy it because this journal podcast is changing my life for sure. And I hope yours too! I love you guys! Be blessed! Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com

I wrote a personal prayer that I hope you will find helpful for yourself if you are struggling with any of things I have been since Journal 1! I hope and pray that this helps you and blesses you in your journey. Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com

Really didn't want to talk about it, but here we are. Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com

I guess its about that time to start opening up about my anxiety struggles. There's levels to this darkness. Not everyone experiences it the same way. But, the one thing we all have in common when it comes to living with anxiety is the pain and turmoil it brings to us. I'm not an expert on anxiety. I don't know when or how it began in my life, but I'm going to figure this out with God. Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com