What is the point of praying, reading your Bible, having faith, if you're not going to give yourself a chance to heal,prosper, and enjoy life? Remember, we are all human it's OK to be human. You don't have to be perfect, strive for perfection, yes. Butt it's ok not to be perfect, and stay away from anyone that tries to make you feel otherwise. This is your life, not theirs, so live your life and do it being happy and full of love❤️