No , it's not easy, and we may not understand why the storms come in our lives , especially after we accept Jesus Christ as our lord & Savior. Nevertheless, they are here, and it's to us to weather the storm with the word of God on our side. Don't let the fact that you may have stumbled. Give you any doubt that God doesn't love you, you're gonna stumble a 1,000 more times, millions, and God still, will love and forgive you. Trust in him and his words, talk to him, if you have doubts, tell him. Ask him to help you believe in him, you want to, but the storms are too loud. Then step back, and watch happens.