It's Weird Being Awake

I try to explain with limited brain power the difference between quatum jumping and manifesting and how you can do it too.

I'm dealing with a lot of anxiety, which I know is being self fulfilled. I decided to try some new methods of guided meditation to release subconcious fears of not being good enough. The crazy thing is I know I'm good enough, but my ego overrides my emotions in old stressful situations, which is where guided meditations to rewire your brain comes in handy.

In this episode I talk about how Christianity messed me up, and how I overcame the trap of closed minded religious expectations.

I went LA then became overwhelmed and left. I'm back in Colorado to continue my dreams of becoming a star.

I thought I was going to jail AGAIN, and realizing I need to make a change on my life and living situation before the universe does it for me, which can be very uncomfortable.

I know my life journey is leading me to LA to learn success from the BEST. That was fucking cheesy, but oh well. I am honestly shitting my pants realizing I am going to LA alone to stay in hostels and make a name for myself as kind of an introvert. I want this though so I guess it's worth the anxiety it's giving me temporarily.....RIGHT?

I have always struggled with my weight, and it seems now is no different. I'm learning to chillax though and accepting good things take time. Follow me @millennialmegan1

I tried Consciousness Evolution Journey abundance spell on youtube and it freaking worked. I somehow ended up with an extra $500 in my account the next morning, and it's blowing my mind.

I am finally confident in myself sooooo completely that I'm ready to find my people and create magic. I need to move to LA and find my CREW that I can work and live with that want to follow their passion of creating an amazingly positive and inspirational youtube channel! (for now) Follow me on insta at @millennialmegan1 & tiktok @millennialmegan FYI this may change later since it's kind of a long name..not sure yet! Love you guys

This was definitely a vent sesh. I lost my weed, then my shit. I also say the F word a lot so listener discretion is advised or LDA. Lol. Honestly, it showed me something I need to address and work on to become the better version of myself.