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Tired of being in an overpriced Airbnb

Tired of not knowing where to go or what to eat

Tired of going to the gym everyday

Just to realize that I’m not losing weight

Tired of liking a woman and then she disappears for days

Tired of growing impatient with my patience

Tired of making it seem like god not hearing my waiting

Tired of my city killing all the good ones

Tired of my city only praising all the hood ones

Tired of not having enough money to barely do anything

Tired of not being able to afford my own place

Tired of walking around without a smile on my face

I’m tired

Tired of never being able to mend my relationship with my father

Tired of my ex finally changing her life but still treating me like I’m toxic

Tired of sending affirmations everyday when nothing really changes

Tired of working on music, but results breed the same shit

I’m tired

Tired of feeling like all I wanna do is masturbate

Cause I’m still lonely and I’m friend-zoned even after dates

Tired of treating everyone nice to stay positive,

Then me getting the opposites

They tell me try and live with confidence but I’m

Tired of therapists, only listening, and barely talking

Shit, Tired of paying for a bus and still having to walk a bit

I’m tired…

Tired of working this 9-5 and still having to feel grateful that I got a job

Tired of not knowing if I’m even tired

Tired of my brothers having to repeat the same cycles

Wishing we can be great in our own right

Like LeBron compared to Michael…

I’m tired…

(Chorus):

So tell me what it feels like, ain’t been home

You been gone getting bills right?

Feeling pain n you drained but you still fight?

People ain’t me hit me back, it don’t feel right, right?

So tell me what it feels like, ain’t been home

You been gone getting bills right?

Feeling pain n you drained but you still fight?

People ain’t me hit me back, it don’t feel right,

Hook :

When your lost, you might not find your way

But what it costs might be enough to pave

The road ahead, so bets to find a way

Cause when your lost you might just be okay…

When your lost, you might not find your way

But what it costs might be enough to pave

The road ahead, so bets to find a way

Cause when your lost you might just be okay…

Verse:

But I’m tryna get my mind right

Living life but my vision is in hindsight

It ain’t sweet in the heat, It’s a limelight

Thru defeats I’m a beast like a crime fight

Snatch souls, she be cold like a Klondike

Since my Harry Potter room, knew I’d rhyme tight

Tryna keep the people calm, tho my mind hype

If I get a chance ima catch the 8:09 flight

Hook :

When your lost, you might not find your way

But what it costs might be enough to pave

The road ahead, so bets to find a way

Cause when your lost you might just be okay…

(Chorus):

So tell me what it feels like, ain’t been home

You been gone getting bills right?

Feeling pain n you drained but you still fight?

People ain’t me hit me back, it don’t feel right, right?

So tell me what it feels like, ain’t been home

You been gone getting bills right?

Feeling pain n you drained but you still fight?

People ain’t me hit me back, it don’t feel right, right

Hook:

When your lost, you might not find your way

But what it costs might be enough to pave

The road ahead, so bets to find a way

Cause when your lost you might just be okay…

When your lost, you might not find your way

But what it costs might be enough to pave

The road ahead, so bets to find a way

Cause when your lost you might just be okay…

Hook:

Sometimes don’t wanna be here

Cause all I do is think clear

I know that I don’t need fear

Believe me that I see here

Sometimes don’t wanna be here

Cause all I do is think clear

I know that I don’t need fear

Believe me that I see here

Verse:

From place to place to saving dough

But I can’t make the same approach

I hope they know my name before

It’s too late and god say I’m ghost

And I can’t even say I smoke

Plus nowadays I hate a roach

So tell me what I’m faithful for

When all I been is saving souls

Giving it all night, hoping I’m alright

Thinking bout going home and visit the Albright

Been working this job but it ain’t been no off nights

Cause even on off days, I’m tryna get on right?

What happened to love now? Why am I, all fight?

Cause paying these bills now got me looking like Cartwright

Just do it for these checks, I’m just seeing all nikes

Searching for inner peace but it feel like it’s all plight, I’m alright

Hook:

Sometimes don’t wanna be here

Cause all I do is think clear

I know that I don’t need fear

Believe me that I see here

Sometimes don’t wanna be here

Cause all I do is think clear

I know that I don’t need fear

Believe me that I see here

Verse Two:

My mind is loaded up, even when I’m broke as fuck

I know it’s just a mindset, but I can’t let it hold me up

But I don’t even smoke, so if you feel me, nikka roll one up

Or load your cup and let body float until you bold enough

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Holding back these tears from all these years, I feel me choking up

Homies always held me down, I hope that I don’t hold you up

Been so afraid of glowing up cause it includes me growing up

And most the time I’m sobered up, so feeling pain ain’t showing much…

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I’m focused on me now, it’s time to go rebound

Been through the heat but ima need me a 3 now

And I may not hit back, I know that you reached out

I’m writing my future out, I no longer freestyle

Well you know what I mean, got goals for the team

Plus when writing your plans out, it show what you need, Belief

It’s been brief but it’s relief, it’s what I seek when I’m in deep

Got my mindset on my grind-set, being timeless then repeat

It ain’t cheap to be in seats that we had reached from being beat

But using pain to stay in lanes, we press the horn, they hear the beep, n so we breach

But using pain to stay in lanes, we press the horn, they hear the beep, n so we breach

Hook:

Sometimes don’t wanna be here

Cause all I do is think clear

I know that I don’t need fear

Believe me that I see here

Sometimes don’t wanna be here

Cause all I do is think clear

I know that I don’t need fear

Believe me that I see here

Chorus:

Another Day, Another Dollar, Another Day, Another Dollar

Another Day, Another Dollar, Another Day, Another Dollar

Verse One:

Riding back to work cause I got some bills due

Water in the paper call that shit some mildew

For real dude I’m just getting tired of dreaming

Tired of leaving my day for this season tell me you see it

But I believe that we going... change the world

For the boys and girls in this poisonous world

for the poise that twirls and the things that we don’t see everyday

We need to read everyday, we need to seek everyday

I mean god sees when we pray, and yeah he sees when we stray

No I ain’t preaching today but I just need it to say just bless me

Don’t stress me and let me be who Ima be, come with me

Usain if you run with me, have lunch with me...

And walk thru the jungle of life, is the government right?

I swear I don’t think twice, my cousin just got life

Tryna feed his family and find his wife

So for that I’m riding out tonight

So this for my cousin derrick

Cause even when nobody talks about u shits apparent

Just hold ya head to the ceiling man just keep on staring

Sometimes things get taken so you can focus

I ain’t even joking ain’t no coping go n focus my nikka

Chorus:

Another Day, Another Dollar, Another Day, Another Dollar

Another Day, Another Dollar, Another Day, Another Dollar

Verse Two:

Momma probably say I’m living selfish I done felt it but I really can’t help it bring the heat or get melted

Father calling up my line but I probably won’t answer cuz the cards I done dealt it

and some things I’ll never tell it

Plus she told my mom today that she don’t feel like living

I swear I might go crazy if you just go missing

I know it hurts but sometimes we gotta make decisions

I know I am not perfect, So god I hope you listen

Don’t use my wishes, Sunday mornings in the kitchen

Build academy teaching, she made sure I wasn’t slipping

The pain got me sipping cuz u would’ve told me get it

Rain drops hit the window as I sleep by your picture

It’s a difference, Cause now you gone missing and I can’t make visits

Sometimes I wonder the life we given/ the things we don’t know/ the things we missing

I learned my lesson /I need my mission/

OH LAWD I scream out, I hope you listen!

Cause we outside with the squad like we drafted

They always yelling match and I always tell em pass it/

Grab your plastics I ain’t fasting its a passion that’ll be lasting

No autopsy, put the game in a casket

Burning truth playing 2k, just returned Madden

I wish you talked Jas(Jazz) cuz I’m feeling like Aladdin, nigga make a wish

Chorus:

Another Day, Another Dollar, Another Day, Another Dollar

Another Day, Another Dollar, Another Day, Another Dollar

Chorus|Hook:

Somedays I’m not sure where I should go

So much pain and unhappiness in my soul

My people saying keep it going never fold

But how can I do that when I can’t even see the road

Somedays I’m not sure where I should go

So much pain and unhappiness in my soul

My people saying keep it going never fold

But how can I do that when I can’t even see the road

Verse:

Drinking while I’m riding, got me sliding kinda slow

Buying wine from 7/11, it’s even when I’m broke

I don’t ever sugarcoat, they diabetic in they throat

My mom was diabetic, kept it real and now she gone

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Writing, rain sounds on, this is like a loners’ lifes poem

Now I’m Typing from my soul, it’s enticing when it’s cold

Got a couple lighters on me, notice I just wanna smoke

Obedience ingredients, I do what I was told

Deciphering between when to stop n when to go

They asking questions back home but they walking with a poll

If you walking cross’ the road, then you gotta pay the toll

Gotta watch out for the trolls, social medias a hole

It wasn’t built in a day, did you ever visit Rome?

Samuel Jackson voice, it’s about the knowns and unknowns

So search for what you know and build upon the things you own…

Chorus|Hook:

Somedays I’m not sure where I should go

So much pain and unhappiness in my soul

My people saying keep it going never fold

But how can I do that when I can’t even see the road

Somedays I’m not sure where I should go

So much pain and unhappiness in my soul

My people saying keep it going never fold

But how can I do that when I can’t even see the road

Never liked taking medicine, but lately ain't no settling

Learning how to rest to take it higher than it's ever been

Stubbornness and selfishness somethings that I was letting in

But nothing lasts forever, if it's meant to be we let it end

Never liked taking medicine, but lately ain't no settling

Learning how to rest to take it higher than it's ever been

Stubbornness and selfishness somethings that I was letting in

But nothing lasts forever, if it's meant to be we let it end

Verse:

I grab my jacket in the fall and my glasses, then I'm gone

They say my actions have been flawed, I been reacting to it all

Some things deserve attention, and some others let em fall

When you notice the effects, you gotta go and find the cause

And when you buried from the pain, find the strength to carry on

Never focused on comparing, I'm just here and sharing songs

I don't want to wait, until I get to where I do belong

And here's another hit, Barry Bonds, uhhh..

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Thinking bout the places that I've been throughout my journey

Realizing that I had to grow, and then I could re-learn me

Used to smoke out in the cold, so I could only hear my soul

Tried to handle everything but then I gave up the control, To God,

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instead of getting even, found comfort in me going odd

Chilling when I know I'm tired, It's times I don't go outside

Keep my curtains closed, man I only wanna know the dark

Until the sun is setting, then I finally wanna show my spark...

Hook :

Never liked taking medicine, but lately ain't no settling

Learning how to rest to take it higher than it's ever been

Stubbornness and selfishness somethings that I was letting in

But nothing lasts forever, if it's meant to be we let it end

Never liked taking medicine, but lately ain't no settling

Learning how to rest to take it higher than it's ever been

Stubbornness and selfishness somethings that I was letting in

But nothing lasts forever, if it's meant to be we let it end....

Hook:

Summer with you...

Feel so amazing

What can I do?

The high that I'm chasing

Summer with you...

Feel so amazing

What can I do? - has high

The high that I'm chasing, chasing

Verse :

Maxing and relaxing with my phone on DND

Floating by the ocean on a high that should never leave

Smarter with my dogs but that's why we a pedigree (pet degree)

Tryna be a better me, hope we live in the 70s

While making the cheddar cheese

You like beautiful Melodies

So don't you be jealous please

I hear what you saying

But go cool (Goku) what you telling me

Hook :

Summer with you...

Feel so amazing

What can I do?

The high that I'm chasing

Summer with you...

Feel so amazing

What can I do?

The high that I'm chasing, chasing

Autumn In California. (Interlude) Prod. Puh-GEEZ

Chorus:

Finding all the things that you wanted me to be

Learning all the lessons that I wanted you to see

Balancing my spirit, while I'm clearing up my Ki

The weathers' gotten chilly so I'm wearing longer sleeves

Finding all the things that you wanted me to be

Learning all the lessons that I wanted you to see

Balancing my spirit, while I'm clearing up my Ki

The weathers' gotten chilly so I'm wearing longer sleeves...

Verse:

Now I'm stacking for vacation just to visit in the south

It's autumn up in Cali so the wind is blowing clouds

My favorite, favorite season, so you may just see me round'

Working on my mental health & physical, I'm proud

Influence those around me, set examples, what it's bout

I wear the focus on my facial like a style, so I smile

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Ten toes on the ground, for a hundred million miles

The stars I hear them calling, the nostalgia has been loud

The world is full of sounds, take em' in when near the crowd

It's only onward, upward, ain't no reason to stay down

But we got time to be the best, grow, release the stress

Cardigans and hoodie, this an easy flex

Grab a glass of wine, cheese and keep it fresh

God be with me, so I'm used to being blessed

Must recharge because I really need the rest (fade line into Chorus)

Chorus:

Finding all the things that you wanted me to be

Learning all the lessons that I wanted you to see

Balancing my spirit, while I'm clearing up my Ki

The weathers' gotten chilly so I'm wearing longer sleeves...

Finding all the things that you wanted me to be

Learning all the lessons that I wanted you to see

Balancing my spirit, while I'm clearing up my Ki

The weathers' gotten chilly so I'm wearing longer sleeves

Day after my birthday I’m feeling generous, Here’s a couple throwaways…

Day after my birthday I’m feeling generous, Here’s a couple throwaways…