First build/accumulate basic resources so you survive. Second train discernment. Then build skills of mind body like a Jaguar. Then hunt and find your Redwood Grove (city, country). Ideally here you build your palace (meaning room, spiritual play space) where you indulge in Soulmaking. Being close to sea, sky, sun, woods, and fresh air. Investing in building survival resources and building skills of mind-body is the beginning. And eventually everything you do can be soul expression, creativity, vitality, self expression. Love. Passion. Eros.