It can be a struggle to learn new things - especially if you're doing it wrong without even realizing! Hopefully I talk about some things that can help you get past your learning blocks.
Videos:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OUZ7R7AdIiI&t=1s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TQMbvJNRpLE&t=249s&list=PLqTxx5hYkch_dAnaiPUsNSwD_DK1faLyT&index=4