Jamie's Old Habits Die Hard

Hiii!!! In this episode I'm talking about how we are really missing the plot recently. Like, the point has never been a feeling. It's not to feel happy or successful. Those are fleeting, but it is to feel something deeper than that - discovery. Discovery long enough to pour time and energy into your love. You care about things, and that is precious! Don't spend it trying to not care "too much" or care "in the right way". Love is precious and pure and cannot fit into a box of human understanding. It is far more vast and complex and powerful than what we are taught to understand. Trust the divinity in you, give Them the time to nurture your love! :) xoxo, jbj

hiiiiii!!!!! thank you, for listening again! this episode is about my frustration and anger, but how sometimes the frustration is more to do with things not going the way i planned, and how the anger comes out of that when i feel things are treated or taken without reverence or with justice for who i am? maybe that's intense, idk? but that's also who i am, i think im learning that i am a lot, and that's bot bad or something i have to control or a love or sensitivity i have to constrict, but rather embrace. and others (the right others will too). i have to live out loud, not to be heard or accepted, but to express! you're the best, never forget that! also remember you always have an opportunity to continue uncovering that special light inside of you! keep discovering! xoxo, jbj :)

hiiiii! ig overall this episode was really about the assumptions we make, and how we are handing over our power to ignorance. im really glad i got to express regaining control and our own personal power. you have something to offer the world, and nothing can take that away, not even a lack of understanding on anyone's part. You Are Infinite. Own That. :) thx for listening! xoxo, jbj

hiiiii, i don't think i felt super confident or assured of myself as i wanted to be, as i think/listen back over this episode. but life has it's way of not only mirroring back to you who you are and your current circumstances, but also i think me not being as confident directly reflected how i was feeling beforehand. and that's ok. i guess my point is through thick and thin, feeling elated and feeling down, share your truth. and while you share your truth, know that no emotion or memory or appraisal either tarnishes or adds to the substance of what your truth is.

thank you for listening as always, i really do appreciate your light and receptiveness, and your heart that you bring to this space. here were a few recent poems, that honestly i was scared to share (especially in the garage of my somewhat conservative job atmosphere), but glad i did! :) xoxo, jbj

lol, hiiiiii! this episode i talked about unlocking more of myself through experience. i pondered the idea that perfecting something you already are, only dilutes that core essence of your being. you are who you are, not matter how you show up, and pursuing more of yourself instead of being what you think you should be because it's comfortable, only causes more resentment and abandonment of self. we love you, as you are! be the main character of your story, tell us more about you! we'd love to hear it! unlock more of yourself, and therefore the collective begins unlocking more together. let's finally evolve. the Earth NEEDS that!!!! xoxo, jbj :)

Hiii! Lowkenuinely (i think that's what the kids are saying? if they're still saying it?) im kinda proud of myself for this one, i actually took time to listen to it. (most of the time i am too embarrassed to hear my own voice) but more so im proud of what im talking about, and maybe even impressed??? idk. i talk about meaning and Victor Frankel's book Embracing Hope, and embracing nuance in our belief system(s). I think you should listen, and if you like it, or love it, i would love to hear from you; also if you have constructive feedback, i might be able to handle it. (i have a very fragile ego) thxxxxx for listening! have a great day! also trust yourself, i can assure you you are pretty dope - pretty AND dope! xoxo, jbj! :)