One of my hardest life lessons learned from some tragic choice

I wanted to share a story from my early weeks in firefighter training. Being so humbled at the time, yet understanding the need to work twice as hard. Shout out to you all for listening to my last episode. Love you all!

Forgiving is one of the toughest things to try to do. The last couple weeks have tested me for sure. Here is a little more about my journey.

The Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord. Job 1:21

update from the last month or so. I am fucking tired. Please reach out to 988 if you or someone you know needs help.

Recently I had someone I don't know very well or ever met in person reach out in such a kind and thoughtful way. Thank you to those of you who are out there listening to this podcast each week, for the support, the kind words. Please stay strong yourselves! You are all wonderful.

I wanted to continue sharing my mental health journey. This in particular covers some sensitive material. Please if you or someone you know is struggling, reach out to someone for help. You can text 988 for 24/7 support.

I wanted to share a call I went on as an AEMT working for a fire department at the time. Ultimately this lead me to change jobs, effected my life, etc.

Warning this is a very heavy subject to talk openly about. If you or someone you love is needing help, please reach out to or text 988. At the 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline. Whether you're facing mental health struggles, emotional distress, alcohol or drug use concerns, or just need someone to talk to, their caring counselors are here for you. You are not alone.